Well damn near had 40 days....
I'm hesitant to even post again, Beings my message is not positive, But i will let honesty prevail here,
My recent Gym injury, Coupled with stress, Has turned me back to the Dark side, I took 2 1/2 vics today, I use to take 5 at a time, And would barley feel anything, but i took 2 today and was smashed, I thought, i was gonna forget to breathe, They messed me up worse then ever, For some reason,
Sooooo.....
All those horrible horrible HORRIBLE! wd's, sleepless nights, Insanity, Depression, Anger, feeling like i was gonna die, panic attacks, shaking, Nausea, Pain all over, Flu, the dizziness, Reading health boards, ER visits.
I went through it all...And now all for nothing!
Should i quit again? And do it all over OMG!! Sounds like a hellish paradox to me.
This board is great, And i couldn't of gotten as far as i did, without reading here. Take care all.

Cheers
-Rogue out

Rogue!,

Thank you so much for your honesty!! I would do it all over again! Maybe you don't have a collection of days at this time but that does not mean that you have lost the things that you have learned.
As far as going CT or tappering I can't answer that? Maybe someone else on here can help with that.
I am proud of you for comming and posting with honesty.
I will be here for you with everyone else to help you through.
This is a great place for love and compassion and support.
Try not to beat yourself up over this! It will only make you feel worse.
Hand in there!!! Chrissy

If you just started taking them again, please stop. The wd won't be nearly as bad the first time around.

Then you just move on. Please don't ever be ashamed to post. This is the time when you need this board the most. That's why I don't like counting time. Setbacks can throw you off so much mentally, it's not worth it.

Just put them up or throw them away or whatever you need to do, and start again, and learn from this experience.

Again, that's if you've only taken a few. I know the wds are pure hell, but just a few shouldn't set you back that bad.

Please let us know how you are doing and how it goes. Stay close to us, we'll help as much as possible.

smoochy

How long have you been back on them? Hopefully not too long.

Stop them now; strengthen your resolve and charge back into battle!

Good luck and be strong.

Mike

Hi Rogue!

I'm sure you already know the answer to your question....:rolleyes:

....but YES...you should stop!...before it gets hard again! If you do it now it won't be bad yet....so yes!
Try to remember the good parts of being off the stuff and all the bad that comes from doing it!
And yes, it's a paradox!
And I think if you really think about it, you'll know that quitting for 40 days was NOT all for nothing....there had to be something you learned from the experience!...right?
Don't beat yourself up though! This happens to alot of us and it's not a reason to give up on the whole idea of being whole again! Just a little bump in the road and you neglected to swerve....you hit it. So maybe you got a little flat tire,,,if you keep driving on it it's gonna get worse, if you plug the hole now, you can drive again safely...promise.
Was that a good analogy?:)
Kinda corney, but hope it helped....
Shay
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