Edie:

Up until lately, I have been feeling the same way you are.

What I realized is that although numerous people have (at least in my mind) both hurt and disappointed me, there must be a reason that I am still existing............and this is because I allow my self to.

If I live a sheltered life, it will deny me of life's most important treasure:

LIFE ITSELF

Being there for your family is paramount and should take precedent but what about the work that you were doing and all the people that will lose out on the benefits of your generous nature?

We all possess an innate gift that cannot be denied.

"The Man Upstairs" has blessed us with this and watches to see if we are using it to the best of our ability.

We will all be put to the test from time to time. and it is our perseverance that will make us stronger individuals.

You are helping me without realizing it.

Please dont deny the world of your gift...........

We are a family of sorts here and family needs to stick together.

I respect any decision that you make but could you at least let us know what is going on at the moment?

Take care
God Bless
FTM