Help! I'm getting suicidal thoughts going through my head 24 7. I feel numb and I can't laugh o'r smile. The thing I'm depressed about is that I have no friends o'r girlfriend, No social life, low self esteem.

To make it worse I'm still living at home at 26 and the workmate I was supposed to be sharing a house with, turns out to be a con man; One of the other guys shared with him for a bit and he warned me about him. He tried to take more money from him than was needed to pay utilities.

So yeah. I basically feel a loser, and I know everyone thinks I'm a loser and laugh at me. People have always laughed at me throughout my life.

Therag, if you feel suicidal you should probably go to the hospital.

hi therag,

i know you were recently placed on meds. what is the name of it?

i don't remember if you see somebody to talk to!?

is there another workmate you can share a place with? and believe me, many, many people still live at home at this age. listen, you gotta do what you need to do, until you can make it out there. the friend will come, the gf will come--they will, in due time.

we're not laughing therag. we're serious and i feel bad, i really do. i just don't know what to say other than this, since i don't know how things work over there, where you are.

most of us on here have low self-esteem and low confidence in our abilities, and a lot of us think we're losers, at least from time to time. it takes others to tell us that no, "YOU ARE NOT A LOSER"...you are worthy just because you are!!!! who said you have to do, be, have, or think anything to be somebody???? people, only people. people makes rules and meaning out of life. people say what's good and what's bad. some of us march to a different drummer. who cares??!!!! a lot of people who take pleasure in other people's pain and struggle are the sickest people there are!!!!!

therag, you ARE a valuable human being. and don't you let anybody, no person in this world ,tell you any different. let that sink in. you were born and are here for a reason. you may not know it now. maybe you're not supposed to know it now. but you will one day. we all will one day.
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Keep the hospital option in mind. They can help you.