I took an HPT this morning, BFN...I have a beta tomorrow, but don't expect any different result from that test.

I don't know what it's going to take to get pg. Seriously, this month I had 9 follies, progesterone at 39.2, lining very thick, dh super sperm, flawless IUI etc, and still nothing. At every stage the drs seem so pleased with all of my results - text book or better, everything but the actual conceiving part. Arg, arg, arg. I already broke down earlier in this week, so I'm just kind of ready for this news - we've been through it all before.

At least I get my braces put on in 2 weeks - at least I can look forward to straight teeth.

Justdance, I am really sorry about your BFN. Nothing really helps right now and its even harder when everything looked so good. Just Take care of yourself. AimeeM

thanks amy, I appreciate your sympathy and support. I just don't even know what to feel. I have to try and focus on other things, otherwise this would absolutely consume me (it nearly does already).

Enjoy Redondo Beach, I have family there, love it - I'm down near Carlsbad - the weather has been great lately, so that's something nice.

Justdance,
Sorry to hear about your BFN. I know what it's like to be so hopeful, and then those little pink lines just don't show up. Just try and remember that it will happen in God's time. Which, trust me, I know is a frustrating statement, but my trust in God is just about the only thing that has kept me positive. Keep taking care of yourself, and you BFP will come! :)

Oh honey, I am so sorry. I had a lot of hope for you this cycle too. I know everything looked great. It is so hard to accept bfn month after month. Hang in there. Our time will come. Gentle hugs to you.

Holly

Just Dance

I am so sorry about your BFN. It is so unfair when considering you had such a perfect cycle. Is there any chance that you testes too early. HPt s are not that accurate you know.An HCG of 100 is rarely detected on HPT.
Hold on I am sure you will become a mommy soon ....just don t give up. We are all here for you.

Amy

JustDance,

I'm so sorry for your BFN. I always had "perfect" cycles too and the doctors get you so hopeful only to be let down. Sending you lots of (((hugs))).

Lori

Justdance I am so sorry I dont know what to tell u.I just know how frustrating and upsetting this all is u think ok this has to be the month and then BFN.Its all a mystery all we can do is just keep praying and hoping.Sometimes we all need a break.Just take sometime to urselves it will do a world of good.I wish u luck for the next round.

Mapia

I am so sorry about your BFN. I feel your frustration...but try to keep your head up. Distractions work well, just keep occupied. :D Easier said than done, I know.

If nothing else, another cycle means another chance... :D

Take care, we are here for you!! Your time WILL come!!

Laurie

JustDance, hope that you are doing okay today. :angel: I've been thinking about you. Did you still go in for beta?

Holly

Hi Justdance

I'm sorry to hear about your BFN. I know how difficult it is to have a 'perfect' cycle and yet not conceive - very frustrating.

I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts for your next cycle and hope that your BFP is not too far away.

Ruby

Lori, "textbook cycles" that don't end in pg are tough because I think the drs see other cases with many more trials where they do get pg.

Holly, I was going to go do my beta this am, but when I went to the bathroom, AF showed up! So decided not to go, obviously. I'll call the Dr office in the morning and let them know that's why they didn't get beta from me.

I have a consult appt on Tuesday to discuss this last cycle and plan next steps, which will probably be one month off, one month BCP, then 3rd month Repronex.


Laurie & Mapia, I'm trying to stay occupied & active. Distractions seems to work the best for me.

JustDance,
Very sorry about your bfn on a perfect cycle. I know how we raise our hopes even more than usual when all the signs are so good - I've had the same thing happen.
Take care, and heaps of luck for your next go. Hope the appt goes well tmrw.
Lizzie

Allo, Jd,

I'm so sorry about BFN... it seems like nothing I can say will make it better, though I desperately want to say something that will make it all better. All I can say is you have another try this month (correct?) and I hope and pray it works out this time.

***BABY DUST***

Sorry about the BFN, never know what to say. Hang in there. I keep telling myself: time and patience. But it's hard to accept and be patient. I the most impatient person I know and I hate time.

Well, think of you Justdance, keep dancing esp that baby making dance.

Pauline