Okay, it's hard to describe how I feel. I don't cry. I don't suffer from fear. But I do tend to have problems with compulsion. The items I'm obsessed about are graduate school, living on my own, and the worst of all, sex.

I'm a virgin. This fact mixed with my constant desire for sexual release, causes me to masturbate frequently. It seems that masturbating does something to my brain and at that exact moment of orgasm, my brain is eased and at peace. But five minutes later, the high wears off and I'm suffering from anxiety again.

Just recently, I had another way to achieve "brain peace". This was by playing video games.

So I have come to the conclusion that I'm either low on dopamine or addicted to increase quantities of it. I'm guessing that these days filled with anxiety are caused from dopamine withdrawals.

Are there medicines out there that can help my problems? Are you guys familiar with my issues? What is my best option for becoming a healthier individual.