I actually managed to have some fun and forget about my crappy pap results for a while. Unfortunately Sunday night I started teetering on the brink of panic and help I'm gonna die stuff, but I am fighting that off.

I started (last week) taking a multi vitamin/mineral/herbal supplement (has stuff I've never even heard of in it--we already had it in the house), folic acid (as strong as you can get OTC), Omega-3, Vitamin C, and Lysine. I work in veterinary medicine, and we give Lysine to animals as an immune booster, so I figured it can't hurt.

Hope everyone is doing well--I'm going to work in an hour and that will help distract me.

I actually managed to have some fun and forget about my crappy pap results for a while. Unfortunately Sunday night I started teetering on the brink of panic and help I'm gonna die stuff, but I am fighting that off.

I started (last week) taking a multi vitamin/mineral/herbal supplement (has stuff I've never even heard of in it--we already had it in the house), folic acid (as strong as you can get OTC), Omega-3, Vitamin C, and Lysine. I work in veterinary medicine, and we give Lysine to animals as an immune booster, so I figured it can't hurt.

Hope everyone is doing well--I'm going to work in an hour and that will help distract me.

My husband and i celebrated our 6th anniversary saturday! Which was nice to have something positive while i wait for my repap results! I also got a new job I start Aug. 11th and i will be moving my daughter to college in Washington DC Aug. 15th. So I do have alot going on!!! What is life without stress?!!!
Sherr66

My husband and i celebrated our 6th anniversary saturday! Which was nice to have something positive while i wait for my repap results! I also got a new job I start Aug. 11th and i will be moving my daughter to college in Washington DC Aug. 15th. So I do have alot going on!!! What is life without stress?!!!
Sherr66


Happy belated anniversary!! As for stress, if I didn't have any things would seem so unfamiliar I'd probably create some.:)

How I wish I was as strong as you all are. In all honesty I have not had a good weekend or weekday for a month now since this all started. It is like the moment I am laughing or have my mind off of it-here comes the negative thinking. It feels like it says "oh why are you laughing-you are supposed to be sad and miserable and scared so get to it" and then I do-and the cycle starts all over again. I wish I could shut it off for longer periods of time-I only get intervals of minutes. Friends and family who have gone through the same thing of being HPV+/abnormal paps think I am overdoing it and perhaps they are right-

This Friday is my 40th birthday and instead of being happy and planning something fun I just can't think-How I wish my doctor would call me with some good news - God willing before Friday so perhaps I can manage to have some fun again.