Well, I'm back on the board, back on board...

Thank-you to lose who responded to my post before it was deleted. As you know I have found 'stability' but recently I have been shown that stability is something that we must continually work at, continually manage. Negative thoughts are never something that go away. They always remain - the key to moving forward is being able to manage them correctly.

Recently, alot of these thoughts came back for me. Eat at my self-esteem they did, un-nerve my balance of stability they did too. This has proven an invaluable lesson for me - something that I must learn about if I am to remain stable - taking comments which I deem to be personal attack.

Whilst I accept, with guidance, that these comments were not necessarily personal, me being me took them that way. However, I have bounced back from the experience - a foot taller than a few weeks previous, another box of tools under my belt for living within my head, for coping with my head!!

I want to apologise as well to all those for whom my constant words of positivity were irritating. I guess I got carried away on my fluffy white cloud of happiness. Who knows - maybe even a little hypo perhaps??

So hello to all. Thank-you for all your kind messages. My road into stability is forever growing, learning about one-self is life-long (isn't that right eEyes?) and there is no manual.

Nut is back.


Nut.:jester:

Hello Nut, good to have you back on line.

Hello Nut, good to have you back on line.

Hi mudhound,
Tnx, good to be back too...

Nut.

Hello Nut,

Nice to see you back on the board. I feel like I missed out on something here--I liked your thread and thought it was inspirational...for what it's worth.

Were you affected at all from all the rains that we heard lots about over on this side of the pond??

Your comments are right-on about looking for stability. It's a bit like walking on thin ice -- you just always need to be aware!

xxxTsohl

Hi, Nut:wave: Glad to see you back on board here.:) I know that you made it onto some governmentship with the mental health in England (forgot what it technically is called) but was wondering how that is going. Also I thought I would mention that there is another poster here inquiring about how to go about finding a good pdoc & tdoc in the UK....perhaps you could pop onto her thread and give her some suggestions????

Her username is Wend68 and thread is "Hi Everyone: Posting for a Friend".

Forgive me if I am wrong but I beleive that the last time you were here you were thinking of going off of your meds. Where do you stand now??? Are you on meds and how are you doing???

Again, welcome back and I admire you for your new self-awareness....that is sooo important to maintaining stability and I wish you only the best.

((((HUGS)))) ~ Goody:angel: :wave:

welcome back I really missed reading your threads.........

Tshol,
The sun is shining bright where I am in UK, although the floods aren't that far away. Luckily we haven't seen any of them in our neck of the woods though.

Goody,
How are things with Kait? I read through some of your thread yesterday - you haven't had an easy time of it.

The mental health trust work is going good, slow but good. It's great to be involved in making a difference. I've responded to wend68 - hopefully she can draw some useful info from it as she is in my locality.

I did try coming off the meds - BAD idea. I'm never going to try it again - rather, I accept that my physiology needs the meds right now, and I will let the professionals decide when I am ready to come off them. I'm going good at the moment.

CarenR,
Thank-you for you post - I've missed being about.


Cheers all,
Nut.