"What I am versus what I should be"

No one can see it but me. The missed opportunities. The unfulfilled hopes. The lost advantages. That sense I could have if only ...

Drive by our home and you'd think people of some stature live here.

So why am I whinning?

I think it defines a core problem that most if not all adult ADHD sufferers experience.

We know our capabilities and we know that we don't live up to them.

I don't give a damn that I'm not Bill Gates (except for his dough, of course).

I just want to be "me" per DNA specs. Damn, that is the problem. Buggy code. I just realize it. No, "me" less the bugs in my DNA code.

What about you?

Bob