samantha559
08-08-2007, 09:29 PM
hey everyone.. i dont know if anxiety is what is wrong.. i looked up depression, anxiety, and stress.. i think anxiety was a little closer than the others so i post here...
well here is my problem,i recently have lost about 20 pounds within probably 3-4 months. i was 135 now i am 116 im 5'7.. i look like a walking stick.... i have probably lost so much because i cant eat. when i do i do it because i am hungry and my stomach is just hurting so bad. but i cant seem to get it all down, i always feel like i want to throw up right after. but i dont.. .. and alot of time when im at work or even just sitting in my room i start thinkin about alot of things and i feel like i cant breath and i get sad and start crying! .... I went to the docter today, i went for my periods, for a couple months straight i have been having my periods and i only get a week break between them.. and this last one that started on the 19th of july has not ended!.. i told the docter about my weight loss and how its hard to eat. he just sent me to a gyno. i dont have a appointment untill the 22nd... i didnt tell him about the way i feel sometimes how i feel like i cant breath. i maybe should have but i dont want to feel like i want him to give me somthing to make it go away... i have alot of things going on in my life also like a relationship i have been in for 2 and a half years.. he started pushing me around first and i thought it would stop. but it just started gettin worse and worse, now it almost every week i end up with a huge bruise on my leg or back or arms or scrapes everywhere.. i right now have a little black eye..... and i hear everyday from friends and family "LEAVE HIM ALREADY" ... and i always get away for a little bit but i cant stay away. its hard.... should i just tell my docter my problems and maybe he can prescribe me something to help me..
well here is my problem,i recently have lost about 20 pounds within probably 3-4 months. i was 135 now i am 116 im 5'7.. i look like a walking stick.... i have probably lost so much because i cant eat. when i do i do it because i am hungry and my stomach is just hurting so bad. but i cant seem to get it all down, i always feel like i want to throw up right after. but i dont.. .. and alot of time when im at work or even just sitting in my room i start thinkin about alot of things and i feel like i cant breath and i get sad and start crying! .... I went to the docter today, i went for my periods, for a couple months straight i have been having my periods and i only get a week break between them.. and this last one that started on the 19th of july has not ended!.. i told the docter about my weight loss and how its hard to eat. he just sent me to a gyno. i dont have a appointment untill the 22nd... i didnt tell him about the way i feel sometimes how i feel like i cant breath. i maybe should have but i dont want to feel like i want him to give me somthing to make it go away... i have alot of things going on in my life also like a relationship i have been in for 2 and a half years.. he started pushing me around first and i thought it would stop. but it just started gettin worse and worse, now it almost every week i end up with a huge bruise on my leg or back or arms or scrapes everywhere.. i right now have a little black eye..... and i hear everyday from friends and family "LEAVE HIM ALREADY" ... and i always get away for a little bit but i cant stay away. its hard.... should i just tell my docter my problems and maybe he can prescribe me something to help me..

