i don't. i don't know if i'm completely normal and i'm just overreacting so i'm going to ask you guys. here's whats been going on... i get really tense in unfamilar social situation like if i meet a friends friend i'm very tense cause i don't know them. I sweat under even the smallest amount of social pressure. I feel hopeless a lot of them time and would rather sleep then face the world. Like the only place i fit in in where ever i am when i'm resting. I sometimes feel like there is some peeping tom and i'm afraid that someone will bust into my apartment and kill me. I stay inside a lot to aviod social situation or even seeing people that don't like me. i'm 16 and has never had a boyfriend because i always get tongue tied or say the wrong thing and wind up like a little sister more then a girl friend. i think i have low selfesteem but i like when ppl call me pretty and like to stare at myself when i look nice in a picture. i have a hard time falling asleep when i'm at home by myself because i'm afraid to let my guard down. and i think i might be addicted to porn.

can anyone help me.