Hello,,I guess my story goes here.In my child hood there was a lot of (abuse hunger violence,molestion not family,alcoholism,Divorce) a lot of crap.Until a few yrs ago I thgouht I was just Lazy,worthless,etc.I finally went to a Dr. that helped.I'm not jolly but I'm married and have two lovely smart daughters.My wife puts up with my moods,it's hard for her. I was molested by a man at 9yrs old,I feel more comfertable talking to women.Thanks:(

It’s amazing how some thing affect people with out them even realizing it. I’m sorry to hear about your childhood. I too had a rough childhood that included child molesters, drug addicts, abuse and all around trailer park trash. I, from a young age, just wanted some normalcy that’s why I had my daughter at 17. I still feel anxious sometimes though and I don’t know what it is for. I am not with her father and am missing the ‘wife’ role that used to be my life. All I want is to make dinner for someone and have someone to sit and watch a movie with me every once in a while. I am only 22 and have many years to find ‘the one’ although I have no hope anymore.

I too was molested but by a member of my family at a young age. I confined in my older sister only to find out that they were DATING and planning on getting married. I never had anyone to protect me and that I guess is why I get so defensive. I also have a problem with saying I’m sorry about a million times a day. I don’t have any answers for you just maybe some weight off your shoulders knowing that other people are lost right along with you.