hayley0610
08-25-2007, 04:52 AM
my life is perfect right now and because of that i cant enjoy it and constantly think of my biggest phobias and worries all day long that consume my days!! i was obssessing about my teeth which is a huge phobia for me so i went to the dentist to make sure theyre ok and they said nothing was wrong but i keep thinking what if they missed a tooth or didnt tell me the truth and now my mouth isnt right and its causing me to clench my teeth and jaw which is causing me mouth pain and then i try and associate it with these irrational thoughts!!! its like if my life isnt crappy i cant enjoy it! i am still on celexa and nothing else would help as i have tried that before! i just dont know why i cant enjoy what short life i have!
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2grlz1boy
08-28-2007, 06:38 PM
hi, i was diagnosed with ocd in jan 04 (had it since 03) and i know what you mean about everything being good around you but you cant enjoy it. Here is why i think that is...when everything is "good" we obsess about evrything because we get thoughts in our head like "things are too good right now, so something terrible must be around the corner" so we sit and "create" these problems in our minds....."good" is just never good enough.
i hope that made sence to you, i totally sympathize....if you need anything let me know :)
i hope that made sence to you, i totally sympathize....if you need anything let me know :)
hayley0610
08-28-2007, 09:38 PM
Actually since ur offering i do need something, a brain that doesnt ocd got one?:P
2grlz1boy
08-28-2007, 10:53 PM
if i had one i would cut it in half and split it with you...lol, if only it was that simple!;)
purplegirl1
08-29-2007, 12:13 AM
I can relate with both of you. This too happens with me, if everything is going well, I end up having an obsessing episode.. I create something to obsess on.
eyebrow
09-01-2007, 11:02 PM
my life is perfect right now and because of that i cant enjoy it and constantly think of my biggest phobias and worries all day long that consume my days!! i was obssessing about my teeth which is a huge phobia for me so i went to the dentist to make sure theyre ok and they said nothing was wrong but i keep thinking what if they missed a tooth or didnt tell me the truth and now my mouth isnt right and its causing me to clench my teeth and jaw which is causing me mouth pain and then i try and associate it with these irrational thoughts!!! its like if my life isnt crappy i cant enjoy it! i am still on celexa and nothing else would help as i have tried that before! i just dont know why i cant enjoy what short life i have!
I feel your pain! I actually suffer from BDD (Body Dismorphic Disorder) which is classified under OCD. I'm actually obsessive, too, but not so much compulsive. Anyway my particular area of concern is, unfortunately, my eyebrows. The reason this is a bad thing is that I can do something to them. Obsessing over them has pretty much kept me from enjoying all the good things I have in my life for the last year and then, just as I was coming out of the woods, I totally ruined them. It makes me wonder if I'll ever be able to enjoy anything again. It sounds so trivial to other people but when something becomes the focus of your obsessing, anything can take over your life. I'm just going on meds but I don't know what will help me get over this. My psychologist suggested hypnotherapy.
I feel your pain! I actually suffer from BDD (Body Dismorphic Disorder) which is classified under OCD. I'm actually obsessive, too, but not so much compulsive. Anyway my particular area of concern is, unfortunately, my eyebrows. The reason this is a bad thing is that I can do something to them. Obsessing over them has pretty much kept me from enjoying all the good things I have in my life for the last year and then, just as I was coming out of the woods, I totally ruined them. It makes me wonder if I'll ever be able to enjoy anything again. It sounds so trivial to other people but when something becomes the focus of your obsessing, anything can take over your life. I'm just going on meds but I don't know what will help me get over this. My psychologist suggested hypnotherapy.
Bordism
09-03-2007, 01:51 PM
I can totally relate too, My life could not be better, i have a wonderful partner, a loving family and a job that was handed too me on a plate by my father and i just can't enjoy it because of myself, my head, and the way i think. Its really horrible, and I wish i could just enjoy my life but i cant. This is my first relationship too! :( I should be so happy, and i am with my partner, but not with myself ! :(

