I don't know if I have an eating disorder or not.. I do eat but very little sometimes nothing at all and when I do eat it's very little portions... I do binge at times which makes me think I don't have a problem because I can eat... I even enjoy food at times but I've been going through these stages for about 5 years now... It's like I have a love hate relationship with it, to be honest... The thought of eating at times makes me sick. Is this just me or is this a problem?

[removed] If my cloths feel tight I freak out, i rather then be loose...

Again maybe this is nothing...

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It sounds like maybe you should talk with a doctor, just to get it clear for yourself- and if they suggest therapy, it's not because you're 'hopeless', but a way to sort through things for yourself:)