...okay so i am freeakin out!! i m SO terrified!. i promised myself i wouldnt do it!, or atleast not as much and i really thought i could control it! but then this certain time of the day rolls around and no matter what i may eat i begin to go threw withdrawals! i cant stop i cant help it. i think im just really sick and i am just reallly freaking out madbad and this is my only outlet. what do i ddo now besides have my entire night ruined! what do i do!?!?! i hate myself. im so upset.

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eyho- how are you doing? nw