ref: http://www.healthboards.com/boards/showthread.php?t=527452

hello,
I havent been on here in awhile. i thought i had cured myself, wrong! and i knwo how you feel about hating yourself and being disappointed nad angry and all that. i knwohow it goes. i just wake up saying its going to be ok today and then it happens again at night, which is problem time. not eating all day and then eating before bed to amke up for it is not a good process. I honestly dont knwo what to do anymore either. the great amounts of stress and anxiety that ED adds to your life is just not worth it anymore its been about 5 years for me and ive really had enough. done so much damage to myself and my health and i wil neer be hte same and i feel liek im just not torng enough anymroe to deal with this myself. any advice anyone??? i kinda give up, i hate to say that but im just tired of being this way i dotn haveit in me to fight. good luck.

Hi please dont give up. you will have many ups an downs it is a really long long road. but you can do it. Try to eat in the day just small amounts. fruit is a good start. you are doing so much damage to your body, ED has such a strong hold on you, but it can be beaten, I am living proof of that. Good luck honey, keep in touch. sunny 68