Wow, my persistent low mood over the last 5 months or so has just lifted!

As in I woke up and I felt better, Im not manic, Im not low- Im some where in the middle at the moment. Its like I am fluctuating between them. Granted the low mood is more dominant, but I no longer have a desire to kill myself or harm myself. :D

Perhaps I am just depressed now.

Dunno, does this happen to anyone else?

I cycle rapidly. one week I am sad, the next I am happy. I have noticed that sometimes, for a few days i feel "normal" (whatever that means). My husband has noticed the same thing with my behavior. I guess with all the ups and downs - there has to be a middle somewhere.

Hope you enjoy where you are today.