I am out of control now. I feel so bad and terrible about myself. I believe I am bulimic. I will binge for days on end sometimes than starve or take laxatives. I do not make myself throwup so I never realized earlier. I have gained soo much weight from doing this that it makes me feel worse thus repeating the cycle. I don't know what to do anymore as it has me soo depressed.

hey there...how are you going? my advice to you is to go and see a docter as soon as you can to try and find out why you are developing these obsessive patterns...please dont rely on laxatives they are so damaging to your body ive been taking them for 8 months now and only with complete supervision from my family where they have been allocating me tablets per day have ai been able to decrease my intake, i was taking 10times the recommended amount! im now at normal dosage..they are very addictive and will lead to dependancy and after to long it can distroy your bowels..my doc said if you took a camera and looked at a laxative users lining of there bowel it would be black and blood red as its stripping away...hope you can find somebody who will help you in this struggle