gRrrr My back is killing me> Im trying to keep my head up with this fibro but its really hard, I just got married 5 months ago, and my husband said im driving him nutz because all I do is complain. Im always in pain moody and depressed, i have to roll myself out of bed in the am, and crawl up the stairs to get a shower. Is there a end to this? sometimes i wonder what I did so wrong to deserve this, the doc has me on antidepressents but they just aren't helping, we want to try to start having kids , but with just recently being diagnosed with fibro is this a good idea, suggestions please? Why am i having such a hard time coping with this??? Am i normal?