Tired and ill, I try make undersant to family need of care but none pay attention to strange-wierd-gasp-locution n many more changes.

All pass with 'jokes' or 'its age' or 'make fun at' and if insits put down and worse are the threats (if keep going - asking help- or only bring topic on).
Cant imagine result if am not wrong and need help mental..... break and lose family?????

Subject is consider 'UNWELKOME' and 'IGNORE' by all family.

How to make them undertsand not be sacred and ignorance dont makethings go away or better?

I am not young and kids are marred but live far.

Am feeling very alone and deperssed