I try to keep my story short.

The way I see and feel things is very weird and real. Everything started about 3 years ago. I was attacked in the middle of night when i was sleeping. I was attacked by some people who are behind conspiracy. I started to see in my mind some people who were politicians and others who work in a higher position. I didn't see any people in a real life (like in "A beautyful Mind" movie), but I started to see people as a visual material + hearing voices. They were treathing me - everything felt so real.
They said that I was "*****'s Son" - I have had discussions with lot of people and characters. I believed that they are real people using mindcontrol devices to send me voices and visual pictures. I use medication but they are still here. So who are they? As they want me believe then they are actually USA's and Russian governments. They use mindcontrol technology, you can read about mindcontrol at ****pedia.
They have not been in my mind for a long time (about a year) but they came back few weeks ago. They are able to link to my body and make me talk what they want - i can fight against that but it will not work, you can't fight forever. They follow everything i do and what i think. They are making fun of my look. Sometimes they call me as genius. There's also friendly characters who seem to be on my side. All in all, i believe that behind all of this are real people.
Has anyone else been going through something like this?

hello sweetie. do these voices ever tell you what this conspiracy is? are these real people.....ie could you contact them outwardly if you wished? have you thought about trying to proove the reality of the mind control? I mean any communication from a broadcast source is traceable. Ie....microwave technology can evoke voices....but can also be stopped by a farady cage...or insulating your house with tin foil. have you tried this? if you have a digital alarm clock you can hear the transmission of microwaves as it affects the clock. if you have a mobile and a digital alarm clock..ie radio alarm....put the setting onto buzz for the alarm and then sit next to it and send a text message....you will hear the signal as you send or recieve a text....the same thing happens if you are being bombarded with microwaves...the radio clock will make the same noise. thereby "prooving" your theory..once you discount your neighbours mobiles of course....not difficult to do if you hear it in the middle of the night....who sends a text at three a.m.? then you can trace the broadcast by checking on phone masts in your area and when and if they transmit "through" your house as it were.

hope this helps hunny.

jayne

Dear 33 spiders,
Get on some antidepressents that deal with those issued. If the voices stop then its a chemical imbalance. If they dont maybe its someting else. I would try meds first there is a lot of different depressions and chemical imbalances in us. It would explain a lot. If that does not work and it is something else than asked these things to just go away over and over. I do not think it has anything to do with mind control from goverment. They are too rapped up in war and other issues. If they do not go away after medication, and self help than i would look into blessing your home. I believe there is a thin line between us and others. I know someone who is suffering from the same thing. I cant tell if its medical or if it is real go through the channels of finding out what is right.
Doctor, Hollistic, self motivation. Get a cross in your home burn some candles or incense. Tell them to leave you alone.
Sty

Dear spider,

Also nobody can take control of your body unless you are willing be strong. You are your own person. God made you that way. Be strong and fight.
sty