sometimes i get scared im going to go schizophrinic... i smoked week like 5 years ago and had a really bad trip and got extremely paranoid, and freaked out really bad and thought that i was dying... it went away a couple days later... and then about 3 years ago i was driving with me gierlfriend and i just got really numb and light head and started to freak out and then she drove the rest of the way home and i layed in bed for like 2 weeks and thought i was dying or going crazy, and nobody could figure out what was wrong with me... and then me my wife and daughter moved and i was driving to work one day and started to get that numb feeling again and then i called in sick and drove home and started taking off all my clothes cuz i was getting extremly hot... and then i got home and then from then on i couldn't stop just to relax my mind just goes and goes.... im scared that i'm going schizophrenic cuz i heard a story about a guys wife that went and it scared the living crap out of me... i recently moved back to my home town... and im still scared its been about four months... everyone says that i'm normal but i feel far from it.... i don't hear or see things but i get scared that i'm going to... and i just get random thoughts of hurting people from out of no where... my thoughts are very hazy and i can never concentrate on anything, and i feel very far from reality like everyone is normal but me... my dad and everyone re assures me that i won't becom schizophrenic but i just keep getting scared that i will become that... and ocd and depression and anxiety runs high in my family... but please help, i have been to several doctors and one psychatrist and they say its not that its just anxiety and stress and depression, but it feels like i'm losing my mind......and i have been getting paranoid over stupid stuff and i have to convince myself otherwise....

All axiety attackes call your local urgent care center. You are not skitzo

It sounds like anxiety and depression to me, but I am not an expert. Feeling like you are losing your mind is a very common symptom of anxiety.

Anxiety can play horrible tricks on the mind and can have debilitating physical effects also.

I have begun to overcome my anxiety using the following methods:
1. Keep a diary of your thoughts and progress. Make a note of how you feel each day. You will find that most days you actually feel OK.
2. If a particular issue comes up that you are worrying about through your diary extries, try to solve this problem at its source (for me it was cheating on my partner, coming clean made a huge difference).
3. Exercise. It helps, a lot. Exercise is boring, I force myself to do it and feel much better as a result.
4. Cut down on alcohol, caffeine, drugs. These all exacerbate anxiety and depression. They are hard to cut down on, but you will notice improvements if you do this.
5. Spend more time with people you enjoy being with and feel comfortable around.

Take it one step at a time. It will take time to get well. Think of it as your mind telling you to slow down and take a look at your life. Remember you are not going crazy, this was (and is to some extent) a source of anxiety for me. It is hard to overcome...but remember it is not real.

I think you are having some serious panic attacks but not schizophrenia. Listen to what others are telling you. You seem quite determined to be a schizophrenic so why?...why do you refuse to believe what everyone is telling you? Would it be easier for you to be a schizophrenic? I guess you can be whatever you wish to be.