Sunka
10-24-2007, 03:05 AM
Jeez...I had such high hopes for Topamax to be my new medication. Having had no stabilizers for awhile now, I have been up & down, back & forth...well, today being my third day on it, I've had enough already. I know that meds take some time to work, and you need some time to adjust, but I've been so achey since starting it; it's been feeling like I way over-worked at the gym. But the final straw are these chest pains. Well, not PAINS, just tightness. And since I do have heart disease, it's probably best to not allow that to go on, right...well, if anyone has any suggestions for mood stabilizers besides Lamictal and Topamax, I'd like to hear 'em. (Lamictal made me gain 15 pounds!!) I was so tickled to hear that with Topamax you sometimes lose weight. Damn. My BF said I might just be a little hyperconscious because I'm on a new med & to give it a little more time...what do you think?? Anyone?? I'm just so confused & disappointed & I don't know what else - some other emotion I can't put a name to. Arrrrgh. Think I'll read some other posts & try to take my mind off this for awhile.

