Hi Bama, this is the first time I've visited the boards for weeks. It was so strange to see a thread asking about me! Thank you for remembering me! How is everything going with you? I've lost track, how far along are you now? I have not had a very good month. We tried like heck to conceive again right after the miscarriage, but AF showed over the weekend. Then yesterday I got a call from the dr's office saying my pap had come back abnormal. I am just about to give up. It is all so discouraging. I'm hoping it's a false alarm, but they've scheduled me for a colposcopy in a couple of weeks. The dr said it would be okay to put it off for another week as I should be ovulating next week. I'm trying not to obsess over it all, but we all know how that goes, right?