Hello all. Sorry I haven't posted much in a while, been feeling pretty down since AF showed last week. Plus, my clomid has made me especailly moody and very sick to my stomach. It's never done that before, and I've taken it several times. Anyone else experienced that? Thanksgiving was hard, especially when my BIL's ex-wife showed up, full term pg. My BIL has custody of their two children because she is just crazy and on drugs, yet she is having another one that I'm sure someone else will raise. I've volunteered to adopt the baby, but oh no..."this one is going to be different". I'm just feeling bitter and sad, want a baby so bad while so many undeserving, unloving women have babies they don't want. I go on Wednesday to check for follies and we'll do my second IUI if all goes well. I hope and pray I have more than one follie this cycle. I know it only takes one but... I know you guys understand. Sorry to whine, but my DH dosen't really get it. Good luck to you all and happy thanksgiving!!

Oh hun, I am so sorry you are feeling so sad and that your thanksgiving was so hard. I am also sorry that the clomid is treating you so badly, that stuff is horrid. I also had one cycle on it where I had so many different symptoms from all the other times. I was completely hormonal on clomid and would just start crying for no reason at all, I hope you feel better soon. I also hope that you are growing some nice follies i'll be praying that you get more that 1 this time around, good luck for your appointment next week.

I completely understand where you are coming from with BIL ex-wife as she does not deserve to have another child. Life is not fair when it comes to some woman, here this crazy druggie who keeps popping them out and then there is all of us desperatly wanting to be moms. I really hope that she means it when she says this one will be different.

I am sure this IUI is going to be the one for you and you'll be a mommy soon and not just a mommmy a great mommy.

All the best and keep us posted on you appointment. We are here for you.

Charlene

Sweetie I am so sorry that you are going through all this.I feel the same way I see women who should never be allowed to have kids having babies and it makes me so mad.I know we shouldent but how can we not be mad.

I am sorry the clomid dident agree with you.I never had that problem with clomid so I cant really help you.Well sweetie sending you hugs and hope you feel better soon.

Mapia

Dearest, I am so sorry and sad that you have to be going through this. It's so unfair that many undeserving and unprepared women can get pregnant so easily, and not only that, but have such easy pregnancies! It's a rant I'll never get tired of repeating. ;) I just hope she means it when she says this one will be different.

I am hoping and praying that your follies and are nice and big and that you get a good number of quality ones. :D I know you will! I am hoping as well that the Clomid treats you easier---- it's not a very friendly drug. I know this may sound dumb---and I really wish you weren't in so much discomfort, but at least you can have somesort of comfort in knowing that the Clomid is working with something in your body, right?

Anyway I hope you feel better soon!

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I'm sorry to hear you've been feeling down. Some days are definitely harder than others. I'm sure seeing your SIL preggo really compounded those feelings. I hope that you are having a better day today. How many more days do you have to take the clomid this cycle? Praying for a sticky bfp for you.

Holly

I've taken all my clomid, the last pill was a few days ago. I go on Wednesday to check for follies, hoping and praying for a few good ones. Thanks for the kind words!!

Good luck 79 praying for some good follies and hoping that the lucky one is in the bunch.Keep us posted and take care.

Mapia