jasgirl
12-08-2007, 03:57 AM
Hello Everyone
I need some advice on what happened today-cuz its got me stressed and over thinking.
I am on oxycontin sr (80's and 20's) and I take 6 times/perday as directed and have been on pain meds for years now and w this pain specialist for atleast afew yrs so she knows me.My last appt she was very rude to me about lots of things for no reason,which she can be moody so I thought whatever,I wanted to go back to Ms contin but she said no (becuz oxycontin is more a bother 4 me now than any benefits...) so now 2day is almost a month fr when i saw her last and one of my oxy's were due (the 20's) and i was given a different amount than I have been given the past while fr pharmacy so I looked into it and the pharmacy said thats what was written on refills (so going from 240 tablets/month to 120 tablet per/month of 20's) so I questioned Dr. and explained what I was getting and what I have now? and the secretary says the way its written is what u are 2 get/take...than she calls back and says the Dr.has faxed to the pharmacy a 'urinalysis form" and must be done by monday at latest.SO right there i felt i am being blamed for something? and on the form I picked up it says "must be done my dec 10,not optional,if not done than meds will be decreased..) so I right away really think I am being blamed for something after reading that-each month I always ended up with extra of the 20's so atleast that part is good.But what do ppl think? She is the one writing the prescriptions and pharmacy fills them so why is it me feeling like I am being treated like I did somethng wrong or like I am a drug addict or something????? or am I just worried for nothing???? Plus I hope she remembers me not wanting to continue with the oxycontin anymore but now I am afraid of what this "urinalysis" test will say???? I hope I make sense here and I truly appreciate anyone taking the time to read and answer me about this.
I need some advice on what happened today-cuz its got me stressed and over thinking.
I am on oxycontin sr (80's and 20's) and I take 6 times/perday as directed and have been on pain meds for years now and w this pain specialist for atleast afew yrs so she knows me.My last appt she was very rude to me about lots of things for no reason,which she can be moody so I thought whatever,I wanted to go back to Ms contin but she said no (becuz oxycontin is more a bother 4 me now than any benefits...) so now 2day is almost a month fr when i saw her last and one of my oxy's were due (the 20's) and i was given a different amount than I have been given the past while fr pharmacy so I looked into it and the pharmacy said thats what was written on refills (so going from 240 tablets/month to 120 tablet per/month of 20's) so I questioned Dr. and explained what I was getting and what I have now? and the secretary says the way its written is what u are 2 get/take...than she calls back and says the Dr.has faxed to the pharmacy a 'urinalysis form" and must be done by monday at latest.SO right there i felt i am being blamed for something? and on the form I picked up it says "must be done my dec 10,not optional,if not done than meds will be decreased..) so I right away really think I am being blamed for something after reading that-each month I always ended up with extra of the 20's so atleast that part is good.But what do ppl think? She is the one writing the prescriptions and pharmacy fills them so why is it me feeling like I am being treated like I did somethng wrong or like I am a drug addict or something????? or am I just worried for nothing???? Plus I hope she remembers me not wanting to continue with the oxycontin anymore but now I am afraid of what this "urinalysis" test will say???? I hope I make sense here and I truly appreciate anyone taking the time to read and answer me about this.
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jasgirl
12-08-2007, 04:03 AM
PS Sorry just some FYI behind what I wrote
I am also on alot of other meds baclofen,clonazapam,ativan,neurontin,ces ement,noritryptiline.....so I have alot to deal with each month,which I am sure we all do here:)
I am also on alot of other meds baclofen,clonazapam,ativan,neurontin,ces ement,noritryptiline.....so I have alot to deal with each month,which I am sure we all do here:)
jasgirl
12-08-2007, 04:08 AM
[QUOTE=jasgirl;3341472]Hello Everyone
I need some advice on what happened today-cuz its got me stressed and over thinking.
I am on oxycontin sr (80's and 20's) and I take 6 times/perday as directed and have been on pain meds for years now and w this pain specialist for atleast afew yrs so she knows me.My last appt she was very rude to me about lots of things for no reason,which she can be moody so I thought whatever,I wanted to go back to Ms contin but she said no (becuz oxycontin is more a bother 4 me now than any benefits...) so now 2day is almost a month fr when i saw her last and one of my oxy's were due (the 20's) and i was given a different amount than I have been given the past while fr pharmacy so I looked into it and the pharmacy said thats what was written on refills (so going from 240 tablets/month to 120 tablet per/month of 20's) so I questioned Dr. and explained what I was getting and what I have now? and the secretary says the way its written is what u are 2 get/take...than she calls back and says the Dr.has faxed to the pharmacy a 'urinalysis form" and must be done by monday at latest.SO right there i felt i am being blamed for something? and on the form I picked up it says "must be done my dec 10,not optional,if not done than meds will be decreased..) so I right away really think I am being blamed for something after reading that-each month I always ended up with extra of the 20's so atleast that part is good.But what do ppl think? She is the one writing the prescriptions and pharmacy fills them so why is it me feeling like I am being treated like I did somethng wrong or like I am a drug addict or something????? or am I just worried for nothing???? Plus I hope she remembers me not wanting to continue with the oxycontin anymore but now I am afraid of what this "urinalysis" test will say???? I hope I make sense here and I truly appreciate anyone taking the time to read and answer me about this.I am also on clonazapam,ativan,neurontin,norytrptylin e,baclofen,cesement....so lots of stuff.
I need some advice on what happened today-cuz its got me stressed and over thinking.
I am on oxycontin sr (80's and 20's) and I take 6 times/perday as directed and have been on pain meds for years now and w this pain specialist for atleast afew yrs so she knows me.My last appt she was very rude to me about lots of things for no reason,which she can be moody so I thought whatever,I wanted to go back to Ms contin but she said no (becuz oxycontin is more a bother 4 me now than any benefits...) so now 2day is almost a month fr when i saw her last and one of my oxy's were due (the 20's) and i was given a different amount than I have been given the past while fr pharmacy so I looked into it and the pharmacy said thats what was written on refills (so going from 240 tablets/month to 120 tablet per/month of 20's) so I questioned Dr. and explained what I was getting and what I have now? and the secretary says the way its written is what u are 2 get/take...than she calls back and says the Dr.has faxed to the pharmacy a 'urinalysis form" and must be done by monday at latest.SO right there i felt i am being blamed for something? and on the form I picked up it says "must be done my dec 10,not optional,if not done than meds will be decreased..) so I right away really think I am being blamed for something after reading that-each month I always ended up with extra of the 20's so atleast that part is good.But what do ppl think? She is the one writing the prescriptions and pharmacy fills them so why is it me feeling like I am being treated like I did somethng wrong or like I am a drug addict or something????? or am I just worried for nothing???? Plus I hope she remembers me not wanting to continue with the oxycontin anymore but now I am afraid of what this "urinalysis" test will say???? I hope I make sense here and I truly appreciate anyone taking the time to read and answer me about this.I am also on clonazapam,ativan,neurontin,norytrptylin e,baclofen,cesement....so lots of stuff.
butrfligirl28
12-08-2007, 06:55 AM
Hey Jas,
I wouldn't say that you were worried for nothing, something definetly seems to be up with all of this. My problem, is that if your doctor has a problem or concern with you, she should be TALKING to you, not all this beating around the bush stuff. You have been there over two years. You deserve the respect of a conversation. I have only had to do one drug screen, and it was in the office, so I don't know anything about what they faxed to the pharmacy.
When is your next appt.? I would call and get in early if its going to be a while. You deserve to have a face to face talk with your doctor and know what is going on. I have seen some pm docs and mainly nurses play these games, and it's not fair, nor is it respectful of you. I wish you luck and keep us posted!
Amanda
I wouldn't say that you were worried for nothing, something definetly seems to be up with all of this. My problem, is that if your doctor has a problem or concern with you, she should be TALKING to you, not all this beating around the bush stuff. You have been there over two years. You deserve the respect of a conversation. I have only had to do one drug screen, and it was in the office, so I don't know anything about what they faxed to the pharmacy.
When is your next appt.? I would call and get in early if its going to be a while. You deserve to have a face to face talk with your doctor and know what is going on. I have seen some pm docs and mainly nurses play these games, and it's not fair, nor is it respectful of you. I wish you luck and keep us posted!
Amanda
badoldback
12-08-2007, 08:44 AM
Yeah, something is not right. Perhaps the doctor got burned by another patient, or for some other reason is feeling fear of the DEA. It is a shame you have to suffer for it. If you can hold out until your next appointment, I would do so and then ask the doctor what is going on.
jasgirl
12-08-2007, 03:15 PM
Hey Guys
Thankyou! I atleast feel like I am not stupid for worrying, and I agree if there is something the Dr is concerned about she should be talking to me about it.My next appt is in april (cuz I am an hour and abit away from her and trying to move back into the city to be closer to the dr's..) but normally she used to be very helpful than it all depended on the appt and I cringe each time,like is she gona be a nice person 2day or not? But I 100% feel like I am being blamed for her mistake or the pharmacies so I can't just sit here and wait till my next appt in april-like what is she trying to find in this test? oxycontin will show up cuz SHE prescribes it so I don't get it at all.I can't sleep and I just feel sooo annoyed over this and I did nothing wrong.
thanx for listenig
Thankyou! I atleast feel like I am not stupid for worrying, and I agree if there is something the Dr is concerned about she should be talking to me about it.My next appt is in april (cuz I am an hour and abit away from her and trying to move back into the city to be closer to the dr's..) but normally she used to be very helpful than it all depended on the appt and I cringe each time,like is she gona be a nice person 2day or not? But I 100% feel like I am being blamed for her mistake or the pharmacies so I can't just sit here and wait till my next appt in april-like what is she trying to find in this test? oxycontin will show up cuz SHE prescribes it so I don't get it at all.I can't sleep and I just feel sooo annoyed over this and I did nothing wrong.
thanx for listenig
butrfligirl28
12-09-2007, 10:00 AM
Jasgirl,
The more I hear about this doc, the less I like her. You shouldn't be at the mercy of her moods! She is supposed to be a professional. While everyone has good days and bad days, in her professional capacity, she should treat you the same regardless of what is happening in her personal life! I am thinking that you need to shop around for a new doctor. Being at the mercy of her moods??? That's ridicullous!
Amanda
The more I hear about this doc, the less I like her. You shouldn't be at the mercy of her moods! She is supposed to be a professional. While everyone has good days and bad days, in her professional capacity, she should treat you the same regardless of what is happening in her personal life! I am thinking that you need to shop around for a new doctor. Being at the mercy of her moods??? That's ridicullous!
Amanda
jasgirl
12-09-2007, 03:17 PM
Thanx amanda
I soooo agree however she is a pain specialist (which we all know is so hard to find) but like I feel like saying to her I don't think u are treating me professionaly but am also afraid of her saying well than go elsewhere....but this whole deal with the surprise urine test (becuz of the whole pharmacy deal) like I wish she would have talk to me on phone instead of her secratary (cuz we have spoken b4 on phone so its not like she doesn't do it)
I so thankyou for ur support and rading my posts everyone-I get my test done 2morrow so I hope all goes well for me,please all think good thoughts for me if u wouldn't mind:)
I will keep u posted on this stressful crap! LOL!
I soooo agree however she is a pain specialist (which we all know is so hard to find) but like I feel like saying to her I don't think u are treating me professionaly but am also afraid of her saying well than go elsewhere....but this whole deal with the surprise urine test (becuz of the whole pharmacy deal) like I wish she would have talk to me on phone instead of her secratary (cuz we have spoken b4 on phone so its not like she doesn't do it)
I so thankyou for ur support and rading my posts everyone-I get my test done 2morrow so I hope all goes well for me,please all think good thoughts for me if u wouldn't mind:)
I will keep u posted on this stressful crap! LOL!
butrfligirl28
12-09-2007, 07:35 PM
Jasgrl,
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! Just take your meds as prescribed and your test should be fine. I again am so sorry you are going through this. There is nothing worse than the anxiety of getting "dropped" without notice from a pain doctor. Sadly, I think they know this, and some of them use it as a scare tactic. It's sick in my opinion. Get through this hurdle and go ahead and shop around. You may need to look into other options, just in case you decide this is too much to handle. Good luck and keep us posted!
Your Friend,
Amanda
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! Just take your meds as prescribed and your test should be fine. I again am so sorry you are going through this. There is nothing worse than the anxiety of getting "dropped" without notice from a pain doctor. Sadly, I think they know this, and some of them use it as a scare tactic. It's sick in my opinion. Get through this hurdle and go ahead and shop around. You may need to look into other options, just in case you decide this is too much to handle. Good luck and keep us posted!
Your Friend,
Amanda
paulo60
12-09-2007, 08:02 PM
Jasgirl, wow, sorry to hear of this unpleasant surprise. Pain docs sometimes get too many drug seeking patients, depending on the area, and when they feel burned if they are lacking in discriminating intelligence (and yes, doctors can be dumb and sometimes insensitive) they can become hyper vigilant to perceived cues, then the unlucky patient suffers for what others have done. Check around for an anesthesiologist. A lot of them will practice pain management, but they just don't advertise in that category. Your current urine seeking doctor doesn't sound like a good fit for the long haul, but I could be wrong and you could get through this, have a decent talk with her, and work out a better relationship. But to be safe, shop around. Better to have one or two possibilities in your back pocket than suddenly be dumped and find yourself in a bad way. Keep us posted, above all, good luck!
Paulo
Paulo
Missy14
12-09-2007, 08:45 PM
Some doctors will test their patients to be sure that the drugs are in their system and that they are not selling the meds. Also know that the DEA is really scrutinizing doctors writing for oxycontin right now. I think that you should take the test and make an appointment as soon as possible AFTER you've taken the test to discuss it with the doctor. Don't be defensive, just tell her that you are willing to test anytime but you really feel like an explanation is in order since she's never asked before and you are just trying to understand. Good luck!!
JoJo921
12-09-2007, 10:02 PM
Hi Jesgirl, Dont fret yourself over what is going on, your doc could have been having a bad day and was taking it out on you. You have to remember that at least where I live in VA these docs are under constant scrutiny from the DEA and all it take is one patient to get caught selling their meds or sharing them with someone and the good ole pain doc is out of business. Why dont you just chill until your next appt. and then see how acts. GOOD LUCK.