What do you do, when nothing works? What do you do when you try therapy, but it just puts you in debt, and your therapist might have well as been a drug dealer. (No I'm serious! My therapist didn't help me learn how to deal with my depression or how to deal with the issues that are causing the depression in the first place.) What do you do when all your friends hate you (and some of them even hate you for being depressed!) What do you do when you love someone, but they hate you? What do you do, when you just don't know what to do? I contemplated suicide for a long time... Every once in a while that thought re-enters my mind. I've been looking for answers and solutions, and I'm tired of wasting my time. What do I really need to do to change my life, and to be happy again. If I'm depressed, there is a reason, right? How do I find out what that reason is?