1phantom11
01-20-2008, 05:15 PM
Hi everyone!
Recently I had run out of medication the latter part of December. Talk about sheer panic. I was on 300 mgs of Effexor XR and 400 mgs of the Lamictal from Canada. I needed it.
I have now ran out of Effexor XR and it looks like I will have to wait until Plan D of Medicare kicks in on the 1st of February. My former fiancee' has cut me off from purchasing any Effexor. He knows how important I need to take this.
I did go to a psychiatric clinic to get a/d's and a mood stablizer since the Lamictal hadn't arrived yet. I was put on Wellbutrin, and a different mood stabilizer. They had never heard of Lamictal. Suffice to say, the Lamictal did finally arrive. The Wellbutrin is not working and I have to go back to the clinic and go through the interview process yet again - 3 hours. Drive there? I can't...I have expired tags and received a ticket already. A bus? When I saw how far I would have to walk to go grab a bus..I panicked; I'm also agoraphobic.
All I do now is just cry and am so very depressed. I still take my Lamictal as I should. It's just the depression that is killing me (not literally). I vascillate from mania to depression. It swings more towards the depression. Ah yes, I screech at my animals. Do I throw objects at them? No.
Where I am going with this? I don't know. I'm at a loss. I'm so tired of everything being an uphill battle. Or I am just plain tired.
Thank you listening.
P.
Recently I had run out of medication the latter part of December. Talk about sheer panic. I was on 300 mgs of Effexor XR and 400 mgs of the Lamictal from Canada. I needed it.
I have now ran out of Effexor XR and it looks like I will have to wait until Plan D of Medicare kicks in on the 1st of February. My former fiancee' has cut me off from purchasing any Effexor. He knows how important I need to take this.
I did go to a psychiatric clinic to get a/d's and a mood stablizer since the Lamictal hadn't arrived yet. I was put on Wellbutrin, and a different mood stabilizer. They had never heard of Lamictal. Suffice to say, the Lamictal did finally arrive. The Wellbutrin is not working and I have to go back to the clinic and go through the interview process yet again - 3 hours. Drive there? I can't...I have expired tags and received a ticket already. A bus? When I saw how far I would have to walk to go grab a bus..I panicked; I'm also agoraphobic.
All I do now is just cry and am so very depressed. I still take my Lamictal as I should. It's just the depression that is killing me (not literally). I vascillate from mania to depression. It swings more towards the depression. Ah yes, I screech at my animals. Do I throw objects at them? No.
Where I am going with this? I don't know. I'm at a loss. I'm so tired of everything being an uphill battle. Or I am just plain tired.
Thank you listening.
P.

