Hello,
It has taken me awhile to come back and post. I got my BFP on Thanksgiving last year after months of trying and on my first round of clomid. I guess it worked....but I lost the baby at week 11. I found out during an u/s when no heartbeat could be found. I had an u/s the day before and they did find the heartbeat, but wanted to have another done with a better machine (?) because they thought the dates were off. I must have miscarried over night. I had a d&c next day. I am just starting to feel as if it were meant to be. The last two weeks have been hard. That being said....we are going to try again with the clomid. I am glad to see there are some 2ww threads started. It it so hopeful.
I just wanted to share and wish everyone luck on their journey. We all have the same destination and will get there! Baby Dust to all.
Amy
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dannil126
01-21-2008, 12:59 PM
Hi Amy hope you are feeling a little better these days I too had a D&C recently. I was only 6 weeks 1 day but was supposed to be 7 weeks at the ultra sound. Just know we are all here for u and will try and do our best to make u feel better..much love
danielle
douglasap8
01-21-2008, 01:34 PM
Hi Amy, for as much as I hate to say it, welcome back. I really wish you never had to return. I'm terribly sorry for your loss, but I'll be praying that the Clomid works for you quickly again. Best of luck and lots of baby dust! - April
PrincessSweetNS
01-21-2008, 02:25 PM
Oh no, I'm so sorry. I mean this with all the love I am capable of summoning, I really wish our 'graduates' never have to come back here. So in a matter of speaking, I'm sorry that you're here, but I'm glad you know that you can always come back to us. We'lll help you through, and you WILL get that sticking BFP and we'll be here to celebrate with you. Just for now, take time to mourn and grieve. The sun will come out again. :angel:
kjmrfld
01-21-2008, 02:26 PM
Hi Amy,
I am so so sorry for your loss -- I know there isn't much that I can say, so I won't try, but I truly am sorry and my thoughts are with you. I really hope that your next cycle will work for you and that you're little one will be in your arms soon.
Love,
Kelley
praying4us
01-21-2008, 03:08 PM
I am SO sorry for your loss. Words cant express how sad I was to read about your loss. I really hope that peace finds you and you can move onto your next sticky BFP real soon.
:angel:
Mapia74
01-21-2008, 03:40 PM
Hi Amy I am so sorry to hear about all you have gone through.I just want to wish you luck as you start ttc again.Hang in there it will happen you got pregnant once and you will again.Take care.
Mapia
AmyH
01-21-2008, 05:28 PM
Thanks ladies. As hard as it was, I know that there was something wrong with the baby and it just was not meant to be. Still so sad though. I was already in big time PLANNING mode. I just never thought it would end so quickly. We were going to tell my dh's family at a big birthday party for his Dad last Friday night. We did go, and I did have a few glasses of wine. But now that the party is over - the day we were going to share the news - I think I'm ready to just let go and think about trying again. Now i'm just waiting for AF to show up. I had a lot of problems with regular cycles this past year, so we'll see how it goes. What a love/hate relationship I have with AF. When I want her, she never comes - when I don't want her, there she is.
Thanks for the encouragement and nice words. It really helps. :angel:
Amy
Namibia
01-22-2008, 10:27 AM
Hi Amy I am so sorry for you loss it is never easy. I am just glad that you have decided to come back to the boards. We are always here for you. Good luck for your next cycle, I hope that it brings you a sticky BFP. I hope AF shows her ugly face soon. Sending you gentle ((((hugs)))).
Charlene
pinkie1
01-22-2008, 10:39 AM
Amy, I am so sorry for your loss Sweetie. What a hard thing to endure for anyone, let alone someone who is desperately ttc. My prayers and are with you and your DH. (((HUGS)))
kjmrfld
01-22-2008, 01:01 PM
Amy,
I'm praying for you that AF shows up without delay and that you can get started again soon. I'm glad that you feel you are ready to try again, and I wish you all the best.