CarenR
01-22-2008, 10:21 AM
I am having trouble with a song playing over and over in my mind. When I try to sleep and then last night it woke me up with that song playing. I think it is the manic side of bi-polar starting to take hold... anyone had this happen.?.. I have bipolar 1... I take zyprexa...
I keep thinking other thoughts to dround out the song. but so far the song keeps playing.....
Caren
waftam
01-23-2008, 05:32 AM
And playing and playing and playing. And when the song dies down the voices start. Nagging each other, yelling at you, whispering suggestions. Compelling you to do sick/dumb things. Then a new song starts. Inside of your head is never quiet.
Yep, know it well. I always thought it was normal. I find it weird that my head is mostly quiet now. I even miss the noise.
The Zyprexa has dulled the noise down. But has also, I feel, dulled me down to. My friend tells me I am quite normal. It just feels as though everything is happening in slow motion most of the times.
CarenR
01-23-2008, 04:22 PM
thanks for your reply, the song played for 36 hours, and now it is gone. I wont play that song again on my Cd,,,,, because my mind memorizes it I guess