hi. i'm melanie and i;m new to these boards. anyway, cliff notes version, i basically watched the only person i've ever had in this world die. the 3 year anniversary is on wed and i can;t cope with it. does anyone have any ideas on how to get through it. everyday seems worse b/c the flashbacks of him dying get worse each day and i still miss him so much. i'm completely alone now that he's gone. anyway, sorry to ramble, if anyone has any ideas on how to cope, i could use the advice. thanks
melanie

Angel:angel:

I am sorry about your loss. I know the pain you are going through. I was with my first husband when he passed away from cancer. I felt so helpless sitting there holding his hand. I was with my precious Dad when he passed away and like before I felt helpless. My faith is what has helped me through the years. Time helps to heal the pain, Angel. My prayers are with you.

Hugs Nadine

Yes, faith on GOD, and having people to talk to will be the main things that will lift you up and help you through these very rough times in life.. I am so sorry about your loss, and how you feel.. I will pray for you to feel better.. :angel:

I wish I could say I know how you feel but first I don't second I don't want to... The inportant thing to remember is to have faith in the LORD, and talk to him every time you are feeling that lonliness and fill that space with him..... It is hard to move on but you must if you have family try and keep them close to you!!!
GOD bless you and I would be happy to continue writting with you!!!!