It has been many years since I lost my grandma and I still feel the void. She was an exceptional women that taught me so many lessons that I will carry with me forever. Though I have tried to live my life the best way I can without her - I have never been the same. What I am most at peace with is that when she was here I was good to her and I always let her know I loved her and that she is the most beautiful women in the world. Before she left I had the opportunity to tell her how much I loved her and how she was the best grandma ever-she held my face with both her hands and kissed my face - (I knew deep within it would be the last time) she went into a coma shortly after that and then passed away. What I miss the most about my little lady is the look of love and pride in her eyes when I entered the room-I am so blessed to have had a women in my life that loved me so much.:angel:

Im sure she knows how much you still love her. She sounds very special to you. Sorry for your loss.