I have a lot of problems, and after moving to california i found myself couped up in my house with nothing to do for months and months. Eventually I got really fed up and met someone off of craigslist for a one time thing. I recieved oral without a condom, and had sex while I was wearing one. The second it was over I ran back to my house and I just felt like crying, and broke down because i realied what I'd done. That was the only possible time i could have ever come into contact with herpes and since that very night i have constantly been paranoid about it, thinking about it over and over. Its been 11 days since then, and at the very base of my penis where the skin begins to loosen, it seems like there are a few bumps. However I wonder if im making something look worse because to see it I ahve to strech the skin out. I already have a problem finding woman and relationships and friends, and if I contracted herpes I just dont know how I would handle it. I keep thinking about how slutty someone must be to be getting guys off of craigslist u know, and that she must be packed full od diseases. What should I do, I need help from someone.

I just checked my email and found a reply from this person which reads:

"I do not have any std whatsoever, I have myself tested regularly. i am clean and disease free. Please be truthful to yourself, I doubt that i'm the only peson you had sexual contact with. Moreover you were using condom as well."

Should I believe her... I really dont know what to do and I'm driving myself crazy.

Ok yet another update. I realize that there is a hair coming out of it. like each one is at the base of a pubic hair? could it still be herpes?

Someone please respond, I keep sitting here pressing refresh.

Ive been going between staring at the bumps on my penis and clicking refresh on this website all day. I just cant get over the fact that I have had so few sexual encounters in my life, 6 total, and i have an STD. I mean I dont know for sure if i have it yet. I updated again to ask if these dots dont turn into ulcers is that a sign that I dont actually have herpes?

John: If you are really uncomfortable maybe you should go see a doctor. The doctor can help rule out std.

I'm sorry you are freaking out and my guess is you will never do that again right?

Never Ever Ever have unprotected Sex. It just isn't worth it:)

I only have un protected oral sex. But I'm never going to have any kind of sex with a random person ever again, that is for sure. And im going to get std testing done before i do anything. I just want to know if what ive got sounds like herpes. I got back and forth between thinking I absolutly have it, and then thinking I have nothing of the sort.

I posted earlier, and i noticed that the sores i thought were (might still be) herpes all have hair coming out them. its at the very bottom back end of my penis where my shaft skin meets my testicles, and i stretch the skin on my balls onto the shaft by pulling my penis back to even see it. It looks odd, but all or most of them appear that way. Is this how herpes starts? BTW I know this is gross but ive been wearing the same boxer briefs for over two weeks. Is there any condition that can cause this other then herpes? I really hope someone knows something and can help me out, cause im starting to think i dont have it but im still scared shitless.

Btw I also wated to know if it was herpes if these symptoms would change. Cause theyve looked like that for 5 days with absolutley no change, and dont hurt at all! No ulcers or anything. (it could have looked like that all along)