Hi I hope this isn't triggering I didn't mention any reasons why this happened let me know if it's not ok:
Hi :) I’m new here and I’m not positive but I think I think I have an ED-NOS this is my story:

For the past three months I have been desperate to lose weight and felt fat and ugly, it slowly became an obsession and I weigh myself twice a day and spend hours looking in the mirror at my figure with self-loathing. I began starving myself and frequently exercising as a desperate attempt to lose weight and to take my mind off my other problems, horrific as they are. I will not eat until I feel dizzy or about to faint and feel immense guilt every time I eat and have a terrible fear of putting weight on. I also feel like I don’t deserve to eat and must deserve punishment for the life I have lead. Deep down I think I know that’s not true but I feel like people won’t love me unless I am my recommended weight. Can anyone help me here? I think it’s an ED-NOS because I have all the traits of classic anorexia (according to a book I read on eating disorders) but I am currently overweight I hope someone can help and tell me if I do have an eating disorder or not,

Nicola xx

Forgot to add, nice to meet you all :)

While I'm not a doctor and can't say for sure if you have an eating disorder your obsessions sound a lot like mine. When I was in treatment for my eating disorder there was a woman with anorexia that was overweight.

I guess I worry that you'll end up being underweight if you keep going the way you're going. Seek help if you can.

GloBones

While I'm not a doctor and can't say for sure if you have an eating disorder your obsessions sound a lot like mine. When I was in treatment for my eating disorder there was a woman with anorexia that was overweight.

I guess I worry that you'll end up being underweight if you keep going the way you're going. Seek help if you can.

GloBones


I am going to the doctor soon but I am so nervous I sdon't want to go to a clinic...thank you dfor your help :)