Palinia
09-25-2003, 08:29 PM
I want to say HI to you all greart people . I love the support , you all give . I'm a female , I'm a LESIBAN I've been in a happy relationship for 4 yors . When I got this dreaded disease I was in a bad marriage from HE$$ . I'm not saying geting this caused me to turn LES ,it had a big impact . I would tell men my dreaded disease they would run . I got so tired of it I said what the HEC what can it hurt . The first woman I every meet I fell in LOVE . I'm going to tell you it didn't happen overnijht . She excepeted me & my disease , she is a wonderful person . I was married for 5 yors stayed in the relationship for 5 more yrs I felt like I had no way out . He would threaten me with mt disease . He said he would tell eveyone if I left him . I was scared to leave him . I want to tell you I've neaver in my life been so happy , in the 10 yors I was with my EX .I want to let you know I had to lose my kids to get rid of my EX . He done something horrible to my kids . He made his brags he would cause me to lose my kids if he couldn't live with me & the kids , sure enough he did . He got 7 yours for what he did . He out of jail now & wants me back . He has a nearve . I told him I was married , he still calls my mom & bugs her . I wanted to tell he is one crazy man he's bi polar . I'm not making fun of nobody that is . He was on drugs real bad wouldn't take his med . I don't want you to feel sorry for me the good LORD has taken care of me . I was so disdraught for a long time my GF has been their when I needed to cry . This happened in 1997 . I'm a much stromger person I'am today . I forgot to tell you I 've had H for 13 yors . I'm sorry this is so long it helps to talk & get it out .

