Sunny40
08-31-2008, 08:34 PM
I was recently diagnoised with low risk hpv-I have no symtoms yet--hopefully never.
It really has taken over the quality of my life- all i do is think about this;i cant be around family for too long because i just feel disgusting....i feel like im contagious. Ive chosen not to tell them.
Im scared I could be putting my family at risk since I do live with them.
Ive been told from doctors I cant but still my mind is making me go crazy.
I just dont know what I would do if I start showing symtoms-im trying to mentally prepare myself but its not helping.
Even my my mouth I feel like like I see all these unusual bumps but then again Ive never looked at my tongue prior to this. SO i dont know whats normal or isnt.
Im just afraid that I will never feel normal again.
I cant believe I even complained about anything in my life prior to this.
Im hoping for the best but still scared that it may never go away.
It really has taken over the quality of my life- all i do is think about this;i cant be around family for too long because i just feel disgusting....i feel like im contagious. Ive chosen not to tell them.
Im scared I could be putting my family at risk since I do live with them.
Ive been told from doctors I cant but still my mind is making me go crazy.
I just dont know what I would do if I start showing symtoms-im trying to mentally prepare myself but its not helping.
Even my my mouth I feel like like I see all these unusual bumps but then again Ive never looked at my tongue prior to this. SO i dont know whats normal or isnt.
Im just afraid that I will never feel normal again.
I cant believe I even complained about anything in my life prior to this.
Im hoping for the best but still scared that it may never go away.
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