Yes, know exactly what you mean. I am so sexually disfunctional I just choose not to do it anymore. When I was in highschool I was the complete opposite; I felt I had to have sex with whoever talked to me in order for them to like me. I put myself in too many abusive situations.

Now every time I try to attempt it, I always end up having a flashback in the middle of it. That is extremely embarrassing and scary for me, as well as the other person. I have no idea how to fix the problem. I guess the first step is always realizing what the problem is in the first place.

I'm sorry that you have to put up with this too.

Silly