Tested a little while ago and BFN!wow what a surprise. (NOT) this is getting pretty sad.This gets me.. I have had every test in book..Everything comes back totally normal..and Still cant get pregnant! Maybe its my hubs ct, being on low end...yet they say its still in normal range somewhat>
I just wanna crawl in a hole and come out in about 6 months.I feel like I am going to be sick. I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs and say wtf is going on!!!! SO frustating..We only BD though day of ovulation (too sore from lap days before)then couple more days. NO go. This really sucks. Thanks for letting me vent.I think I will just take a drive by the ocean while there is still some light outside.


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Hi Ams - I'm sorry about your BFN - stupid BFN.

But you are priming your cute little self for that baby to come and claim your body next cycle for the next 9 months!
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Ams, I am so sorry about your BFN. I will know on Monday if I am pregnant.(nervously awaiting that day, AF is expected on Sunday) Since I live in Montana, I don't get to drive to the ocean. But whenever I get a chance to get out to see the ocean, it always relaxes me. I LOVE the ocean! So, go take a drive and try to think positive! I know it's a heck a lot easier said than done. It will happen for you-keep your chin up! Just know that we are always here for you! Take it easy for a while http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/wave.gif
Jen

Sorry AMS,

I know it sucks but I will tell you that I have heard alot of people get preg. the month after their lap. Sometimes after surgery timing is off and everything is still swollen. Please don't give up hope. Pout for a few days and then start getting optimistic for next month. Your insides should be back to normal by then. Feel better!!

(((((Ams))))))
Soory about the BFN .
Your bod has had a rough month proceedure wise .You should give youself a break !
The ocean is my FAV place in the world . only place
I truly feel at peace . could sit + medidate for hours.
Even when i'm feeling my worst It gives me some solace . look ahead to next cycle - its a fresh start

AMSSSSS...SO SORRY ON THE BFN!! DO YA ACTUALLLY THINK, THINGS COME FREEE FOR PEOPLE LIKE US? OF COURSE NOT! I DONT KNOW WHAT BETTER CHANCES I HAVE, BUT THINKING LOTTTERY WINNING PROBABLY EASIER THAN GETTING PREG! LET THOSE INSIDES REST FOR 2 WEEEKS, START YOUR SHOOTING! COME ON AF AND START YOUR NESTING PROCESS, YOU DO THAT NO PROBLEM, WATCH AND SEE WITH INJECTABLES! I BET YOUR GOING TO BE THAT DOZEN AND HALF BIRD!! NOW CHEEER UP, DID YOUR OCEAN RIDE RELIEF SOME OF STRESSS? 3 GLASSES OF WINE FOR AMS ALL WEEK LONG! HOWS WORK? SUCKD GOING BACK? I WILL CHECK IN FOR YA TONIGHT CUS I THINK I MISSSED YA BY 730AM MY TIME ALREADY...TOSSSES ANY SEX COUPONS HER WAY WITH INJECTABLE DUST SMEARED ON THE BACKS

Hi Ams! Hope you are feeling better today - did that ocean air refresh you and your positive baby thoughts? That would be sweet if we won the lottery like MARS says - then I could do all the and IUIs or better yet! jump right into IVF. I could be like Celine Dion and not worry about the costs of trying to bring a mini-us of DH and I into this crazy world.

Am so sorry AMS, what a bummer.

I had a Lap last Christmas and was expecting everything to be ok after that and to get pregnant pretty quickly. My DH's initial SA test was also on the low side but classified as 'normal'. When, after a few months nothing had happened, he did another, more thorough test at a specialist fertility clinic which showed that his values were actually lower than normal and that was what was causing the infertility, which came as a real surprise to us.

If it doesn't happen for you soon, it might be worth getting him to do another test. Just a bit of advice, so you can cover all angles!

Take good care.
Clare
xx

anne- Hang in there! I know how hard it is. I have about 1w left in my 2ww and I am getting really scared of taking that test and seeing a BFN. But remember the day that BFP++++ shows up you will forget all about this s**t. Your body probably needed more time to recover from LAP. Like Lisa said it is preparing for the next month when you will concieve. You know your odds are going up with intectables. So look at the positive. I hope I helped to make you feel better. Hey and enjoy that ocean. I lived on Long Island my whole life 15 minutes from the beach. Now I live in Atlanta 5 hours from the beach. I am so jealous. Tina

ams, so so sorry to hear about your BFN. I feel the same way is you...... they can't find nothing wrong with me but yet I can't seem to get preg. for nothing. are you thinking of doing IUI ? I think you should give that a try if you hubbie has a low count. Keep your chin up..... and just know that we all are here for you !!!! Get yourself pumped up for next cycle ....ready to try again !!! don't give up !!

Hope your spirits are up again for the next cycle.We understand how you feel because all of us feel the same way when AF arrives.In Jan 2003 i did my lap and various blood tests & all of them came out perfect.The Doc told me that the tubes were open,no endo and i even saw the photos of my ovaries.A month later i consulted a RE and he did a Trans-vaginal u/s and confirmed that i have mild PCOS.What a shock because a month before, my obgyn did lap and said eveything was perfect and a month later another another Doc is saying something else.What a difference of opinion and i sometimes think whom i should believe....my obgyn or my RE.So i mean to say that you never know what is exactly happening inside our bodies and so we should never give up.

THANKS GIRLS FOR ALL THE KIND WORDS.. I KNOW IT SUCKS BUT I HAVE TO HANG IN THERE. MY OCEAN RIDE DID WONDERS FOR ME. JUST SOME QUIET TIME TO SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS..AND I FEEL BETTER NOW.
MARE.....YOU always make me laugh! You are something else girl!!!!! can we be adopted sisters?? lol... thanks for making me smile and laugh. iknow i have to take a break and "heal" from the sh*t they did.. I am blessed with a great husband too. He is an angel.
I think my parents "up above" "hand picked" him for me cause they dont make guys like this! http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif I am welling up with tears..enough of my pms'ing...
skycam: I am doing IUI with injectibles coming up. I did 2 rounds of clomid and I ovulated. Thats where I get the name "NESTER" cause I could barely walk from Ovu. so much lol.. but my hubs counts were pretty low for the IUI 2 months.. So now.....its onto injectibles..I guess I will be clucking soon.(right Mare)?haha..
Teener I am rooting for u to get a BFP! this mo!.
It was very peaceful at the ocean. I probably scared the seagulls and everything else away.. when I gave one big scream..but hey u gotta do what u gotta do!!
RBIS.thats interesting to know..you got a second opinion and found u have mild PCOS.. It makes ya think when one dr. sees something and another doesn't...
I wish eveyrone all the best.. I will watch the bachelor tonite..and hoepfully that guy will kick christine to the curb!!!! and tina too!! Mare set your vcr. Its going to be a doozy...
thanks again guys. I will get thru this like everything else..!Anne

Mare........... how are you girl!
Just checking in...........................
wanted to say good morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!let me know how it is going!!!! BB nester..
ps. I too watched dateline and A&E about scott (snot) peterson. He is a piece of work. His dad is saying not my boy...Hes wonderful.. lol.. does total denial ring a bell>?? Very sad...I hope justice prevails in that case. I am following it closely. I think the luminol will bring out the blood etc.... I think he will be implicated. I just hope the media hype doesnt let this arrogant idiot off.
Yay at least my new BCBS hmo starts today! yay!! I wont have too many headaches now that we dumped the other sh**t ins. What headaches to go through!!

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