We missed it.


Actually, RE and I WATCHED me ovulate on the ultrasound. He said that he sees it about once a year. Would be me.@@

Told me to rush home and have sex- gave me an hcg shot in the office.

PLEASE don't patronize me with a bunch of "You could still get pregnant anyway" crap. I'm not in the mood. After all these years and miscarriages it's hard to find hope. I totally feel like being full of negativity and cynicism right now. Maybe tomorrow I'll be better, but right now I'm having a pity party, and I DON'T want to be talked out of it.

Next cycle he'll add a med to prevent me from ovulating off schedule. I don't remember the name of it. Starts with a C.

Yea it's called Cetrotide. It's subcutaneous at least so you don't have to get shot in the butt. Unless of course you want to I guess. :-)

Tessa ***I'm sorry. That really sucks. So what's the next step? I know your hopes were up and just were knocked down like a ton of bricks. I'm here if you want to vent so more.

Thanks y'all. I'm just so MAD.

I'm tired of EVERYTHING being hard.

I'm tired of people telling me to stop trying so hard. I'm tired of people telling me that they "know it will happen for me." How the #$%*&% to they know? They have some hotline to God that I don't have? Grrrrrrr.
I'm tired of people telling me that it's "God's plan." What the hell is wrong with my plan to have a baby with my husband??

Sorry guys. I'm a little full of rage right now, if you can't tell.

I promise I'll be back to my cheery self tomorrow. :-(

Want me to bring some wine and donuts over?? If I lived near you I would. I won't say anything to make you feel better but I will give you a (((hug))). I bet you are not as mad as Christina on the bachelor last night...Have alot of sex tonight and tomorrow!! We love ya

So sorrry to hear that Tess! How F'in crazy is that? I had sorta, well no, not like watching it but I was on day 8, eggs growing bigtime, next day eggs gone! The look on my face was of total shock! What no IUI? Go home sex it? You Insane! Thats why I paid 1500.00 to bypass sex! Next month, right on, Centrotide to the rescue! And for 88.00 a box--its a kit, its well worth it! Quite amazing how they make these drugs to do all sorts of things! Goood Luck to you on your next cycle and I hope you feel better as the days go by. PRAYERS FOR ALL OF US TO MAKE IT OUT OF THIS FERTILTIY TREATMENT SATISFIED OR SANE..Mare

Tessa - I'm sorry about your IUI - that blows. I know how pissed off, angry and sad you must feel.

Here's a big hug to you (((((tessa)))))

You'll get through this! http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif

Tessa ..vent away...yell, scream , and do what you have to do!

I get the same thing....(about it being God's plan) I have been told many a times that maybe its just not meant for me to have kids....let me tell you how hurtful that is......(but then again, I'm sure you know!)

Lots of love sent your way...but hey look on the bright side, you got to BD right??????

Tessa,

Sorry to hear of your bad luck! But I have to say it anyway "may be it still worked". All of us need to vent and get mad. I remember after my surgery when the doc said that the following cycle would be the most optimum and that they would add fertinex to the clomid cycle. Well I get to the pharmacy to pick up the fertinex (the injection can only be done 1 day of your cycle) and the pharmacy didn't get the prescription in. As if that wasn't bad enough the little bi*** behind the counter has a smerk on her face like "no big deal there is always next month". I swear to God I could have jumped over the counter and beat her, but I didn't, I just walked out, face beat red, and cried all the way to the doctor's office.

So like others said - scream, cry, yell, & vent. It is the only way we make it through things sometimes.

Amy