It's 12dpIUi and I just started spotting. I am so upset I have been in tears since. I was really hoping for a BFP but I guess it wasn't meant to be. I am still cramping and my BB's aren't really sore any more. I guess it's over. I don't know what to do now. I am just so upset and mad.

Kelly

[This message has been edited by KJinKy (edited 05-24-2003).]

I am soooo sorry to hear that. I was hoping this was the month for both you girls. However, when you pg you can still spot. Take care. (((hugs)))

Kelly honey, I'm sorry - I'm hugging you right now but we're gonna be okay. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif We have the support of our DH's and the support of one another and of the ones on this board - we will be okay.

I've been cleaning all day and enjoying my coffee. I might break down and just drink a cold brewskie and possibly have a glass of wine tonight.

Hugging you.. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/heart.gif

Kelly-lets listen to Boundi and hope for the best - are you spotting red or brown?


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Kelly,

Hang in there girl!! Read all the post that we wrote to Momma about spotting and cramping. Wait until Tuesday before you give up all hope. Sending good thoughts your way and hoping this makes you feel better.

Good Luck Kelly!

Well after I posted yesterday the cramps stopped and I haven't had any since. I still have spotting but it has been mostly brown a little pink at times but it is just a very small amount. The spotting isn't any heavier today either. Could it be implantation spotting or is 12dpIUI, 13dpIUI today, to late for that? I don't want to give up hope that it worked trying to hold on to anything I can as hope.

Kelly

I'm thinking its good!!! Crampng stopped! That is wonderful news, Kelly!

Make sure you keep me posted. You're in my prayers!

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Well I have pretty much accepted that I am not pregnant. The bleeding is increasing and is red now. No cramos or anything but I know it is AF. I am just hoping that I don't have to sit out this month and we can get started again right away. Since Tuesday will be CD3, since I only spotted a little yesterday we won't count it, maybe we can get started again. I just hope we can swing the cost of the meds again this month. I have cried all day and most of yesterday so I think I am okay now. I just dread telling everyone that it didn't work. I feel like I have let everyone down again. Especially my DH and my Mom. My DH is so wonderful though. He just says it's okay we will keep trying until it happens. We finally got our garden planted yesterday I can't wait to have fresh veggies. Well good luck to all still in thier 2ww. Hope to see some BFP's.

Kelly

Sorry to hear about your day, mine has not been very good either. I was supposed to do an HPT today, but started spotting yesterday. Think positive! My RE thinks the spotting is due to the prog. suppositories which gets into your uterus and causes a bit of blood to shed. . . Are you doing the prog supp? Good luck, my thoughts and prayers are with you. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/heart.gif

Kelly honey, it'll be okay. YOU are NOT letting anyone down - please don't feel this way. I always feel this way too, but its just not what is happening. They are just sad for us. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif

Its gonna happen for us together - you and me! I also hope that you can get started right back up again.

In my prayer and in my thoughts - http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/heart.gif

Thanks everyone for your kind words. I am so lucky to have this board to talk to people it helps so much.

Momma, Thanks for being so kind. I had a rough day yesterday, but I am okay today. DH pampered me yesterday evening and made me feel better. We discussed starting again on Tuesday and if my RE is okay with it we are going to go ahead. The worst thing is I still have to tell my parents and everyone at work. All the ladies where I work are cheering for me and they said if it don't work this time we'll have to take up a collection for you to try again. They are great. They said when I do get pregnant they are going to take bets on how many we are going to have. LOL I told them no more than two hopefully. So how are you feeling today? When does DH get home? You are right it will happen for us soon. I can't wait to get started again.

Kelly

Hi Kelly - DH's flight came in about 10:40 this morning. It was wonderful to see him! I missed him so. AF came this afternoon, so I'm cramping pretty bad right now. Can't wait for tomorrow when I'll know when I can get my surgery scheduled.

Don't worry about telling your Mom or the ladies at work - that really is the toughest part, letting your cheerleaders down.

Glad to hear you are feeling better and glad to hear you got that garden planted!