Therag
11-14-2008, 04:56 PM
Is thinking the same thoughts in repetition a symptom of depression o'r is it more of an anxiety symptom?
For many years i have had a problem where i will think about something, say a name of a film and then that name will loop around my mind, the thought get's faster and faster, and louder and louder. Often the only time the thought stops is when another somes to replace it and then that one will loop in the same way. As you can imagine my life is a living hell because of this problem. I have been told to simply keep busy to distract myself, but it's not as simple as that, as no matter what i do whether it be work o'r doing my hobbies, the thoughts get so loud and distracting i have to stop whatever i am doing because i get so consumed by them. I almost become blind when i get consumed by the thought and my breathing becomes shallow...Nothing else registers with me but the thought. It's a nightmare when talking to people as i am trying my best to focus and be a good listener, and i try to suppress my thoughts but they win.
When i manage to suppress my thoughts my mind won't be fully relaxed as i am thinking about not thinking, and i live in dread of my thoughts returning.
My thoughts are not even worrying thoughts but just petty things, yet they cause so much stress for me.
I would appreciate any help. Thanks in advance:)
For many years i have had a problem where i will think about something, say a name of a film and then that name will loop around my mind, the thought get's faster and faster, and louder and louder. Often the only time the thought stops is when another somes to replace it and then that one will loop in the same way. As you can imagine my life is a living hell because of this problem. I have been told to simply keep busy to distract myself, but it's not as simple as that, as no matter what i do whether it be work o'r doing my hobbies, the thoughts get so loud and distracting i have to stop whatever i am doing because i get so consumed by them. I almost become blind when i get consumed by the thought and my breathing becomes shallow...Nothing else registers with me but the thought. It's a nightmare when talking to people as i am trying my best to focus and be a good listener, and i try to suppress my thoughts but they win.
When i manage to suppress my thoughts my mind won't be fully relaxed as i am thinking about not thinking, and i live in dread of my thoughts returning.
My thoughts are not even worrying thoughts but just petty things, yet they cause so much stress for me.
I would appreciate any help. Thanks in advance:)

