Just thinking about you, I hope you're are slowly healing and working through everything. My prayers and thoughts are with you, as they have been for a while now http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/wink.gif
Let us know when you get a chance how you are doing girl!!!!
When is your next appt. to get those test results?
http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/heart.gif me

I'm with Amber - my thoughts and prayers have also been with you, Taz. I hope you are doing okay, staying as strong as you can possibly be. We are all thinking of you, hoping you bounce back soon.
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I've been thinking about and praying for you to. Have you been back to the doctors to take the tests yet? I hope they came back clean. I hope to see you back on the boards soon. Feel better http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/heart.gif

tazzy - my thoughts and prayers are with you! we love you very much and things arent the same without you!!! hugs, hugs, and more hugs, jen

Hi everybody - thanks so much for your thoughts and prayers. THis past week I have kept myself so busy that b/c I didn't want to stop and think about things and what happened. I finally broke down and cried Friday night - I went to a barrel run and I had just gotten the wiring redone on my truck. Well the guy that did it crossed some wires or something and my brakes froze up on the my horse trailer - anywho, I had to unplug the trailer plug and my dad followed me home since I didn't have any trailer lights, well as I was pulling in to the driveway the truck caught on fire and was almost destroyed.....my dad was yelling adn everything and it scared me so bad b/c my 3 horses were still in the trailer and my daughter was with me...I finally just broke down and balled...my dad felt horrible for yeling and I explained to him that I hadn't cried yet about the m/c adnd this was finally the straw that broke the camels back...I needed to cry,it was just a matter of time and afterwards I felt a huge weight lifted http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/bang.gif

Well sorry the story was so long but I swear when it rains it pours and bad things happen in 3 so hopefully the truck was my 3rd.

I finally stopped bleeding but I have been real sick to my stomach and stuff so I don't know what is going on.

well I am off to bed, Iwas on vacation all week and tomorrow I have to go back to work. YUK.

http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/heart.gif all of you http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif

Taz

Good grief Taz, that is no good about the truck...I am so glad you are all ok. It is good to cry, it is God's way of helping us cleanse ourself when we need to. I truly hope you are working through the healing process alright, even though there is nothing I can say to make it all go away, just know that all of us here for you 100%. You are a big support to all of us and it makes me so sad that you are going through all of this. I hope that light at the end of tunnel begins to shine brightly for you soon!
Take care of yourself!
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Well I told my boss today that if it weren't for bad luck I would have no luck at all http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif I honestly believe that God puts us to a test and he is definately testing me and my faith right now. $120 later and the truck is fixed - so that is good.

I am healing - it just takes time. I am not an emotional person at all so it is hard for me to express my feelings openly - in words I can do it just fine like through poetry etc.

Thanks for all the support.

Taz

Wow Taz! I guess the good news is your '3' things are up now. It's all good from here http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif I, too, am not the most emotional person (as if you guys couldn't tell from my posts!) so these things tend to bottle up - if you figure out a good way to change that, let me know. I'm actually surprised, though, to hear you say that - because on the board you seem very open and caring.... I'm hoping you get some answers with your test results so you know where to go next. take care and thanks for being there for the rest of us http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/heart.gif

olderwoman - I am a very open and upfront person but when it comes to expressing my emotions to family it is so hard for me - I think it is b/c I feel like I am the everybody elses rock and that I need to stay strong for them. If the rock breaks - what will keep everything together? I think that is why I love this board so much - it gives me the opportunity to express my feelings and be so open and share what is on my mind - in my own little way it is the BEST THERAPY EVER! http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/biggrin.gif

Taz

{{{{{{TAZZZZZY}}}}}} Did you get the test results back yet? You gotta wait a few more days? Thinking of you girl!!!Hope your taking it easy. They just gotta have some answers for you and why you are m/c soon. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/angel.gif