I am so mad right now. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/blob_fire.gif I didn't even get to test because my unwanted AF decided to blow into town!!! She never knows when to leave for good. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/hammer.gif I thought this was my month. I really had myself convinced that this was it! I had so many symptoms, this just sucks!! How did I think that I could possibly get pg on the first time that I ovulated in who knows how long!!

(Counting to 10)

Okay, now that is out of my system. Good luck to all of the other 2WW gals, I hope someone gets a BFP.

Thanks for letting me rant and rave

Jody


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Baby Dust To All!!!

Jody, I'm so sorry to hear that AF found you. It's really so hard, especially when you get your hopes up so high. We have all been there...
I'm hoping this month will be your month.
Amy

Thanks Amy. Every month I tell myself, I am not going to do this to myself again, but before I know it I have cribs picked out! Good Luck to you hopefully my BFP will come next month!

Jody

Hey JodyT,
I am so sorry about AF showing up. It really does stink when you can't even test- even though it is hard to see the neg. I too make plans every month such as nursery colors, how to tell my Mom and Dad and DH etc.. Every month I tell myself not to get my hopes up but it is inevitable. I hope next month is your month!!!
http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/heart.gif
Becca

Thanks Becca. This is so unbelievably hard. Today I was shopping and was smelling some Yankee Candles and of course the first one I picked up was baby powder, ahhh it smelled so good!!! I think I like to torture myself. On Monday have to ask the doc some questions, cuz AF doesn't seem normal at all!!! It's like stop and go and then just some when I wipe and then red mixed with clear (sorry if TMI) It is just not normal. So, I am not quite sure what is going on.

Jody

HUGZZZZ Jody and don't give up! Considering that AF doesn't seem normal, I wouldn't be cancelling out the possibility of AF being a fake/fluke/false show. What you were describing AF as was almost identical to what I experienced with my THREE girls when I was P for them.
Talk to the doc and don't count your unhatched chickens yet, k? If AF is genuine, and that's a big IF at this point, at least thinks seem to be kicking into gear and starting to function more normally so perhaps this was all a lead up to the true and real event to come. We have to have that hope, don't we?

My heart aches for the uncertainty you are going through but we are all here for you!!! I'm in the 2ww now and nervous as a cat in a room full of rocking chairs.

Good luck JODY, it is not over till it's over! I really hope it is not AF. If it is then http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/hammer.gif Let us know what the RE said. We all have been through BFN and I have to say once you are back doing stuff in your next cycle you will feel better. My lucky time was 2nd time so you never know!

http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/t_up.gif to you!
Sarka

Well ladies, AF definitely is here. She showed up for real Saturday night!! So, I am going to focus on my new cycle and hopefully this will be it!!! TTC is so exhausting and I swear my nerves are shot!!

Jody

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Baby Dust To All!!!

Jody,

sorry to hear about AF. maybe you will get you BFP with this cycle. good luck!!!

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Maria