Beni
11-25-2002, 07:45 AM
This is one of the strangest and most depressing things that Iīve experienced. I have some kind of balance disorder that makes me feel like gravity suddenly disappears, then comes back, along with a constant feeling of swaying. I feel like this 24 hours a day. It feels like Iīm rocking to my pulse and breathing and when I close my eyes my body feels unreal. The only place where I feel better is in a car, where I donīt notice the swaying. No matter how hard I try to tell my brain how things are, my world never stands still. Iīve had this for over 6 months now and doctors havenīt been able to figure anything out. Somethingīs been wrong with my ears, especially the left one, tinnitus, feelings of fullness and sensitivity to sound. Two ear doctors have insisted thereīs nothing wrong with my ear since there doesnīt seem to be any fluid in the middle ear and a test for the balance organs gave ok results. I went to a neurologist, we did an MRI and some other tests and he said that thereīs nothing wrong with me.
Iīve been depressed for over ten years and I know it can cause dizziness, but this is different. Depression causes tension and stiffness but I donīt know how that could lead to this either. Symptoms get worse after taking aspirin since this has to do with my pulse. Symptoms also get worse after taking sedatives, itīs like the waves get bigger. This didnīt start after any trip, so I donīt know about mal de debarquement. Besides, Iīm not satisfied with mal de debarquement as an explanation for anything, there has to be something behind it.
Iīve become totally isolated and canīt do anything anymore. Canīt go to work, canīt meet people, canīt go to the gym. I feel so spaced out and empty. This disorder takes most of my concentration and it feels difficult to do even simple things. I canīt remember anything anymore. This is terrible! Iīve never heard of anything quite like this, which makes me feel hopeless. If someone has, please help.
Iīve been depressed for over ten years and I know it can cause dizziness, but this is different. Depression causes tension and stiffness but I donīt know how that could lead to this either. Symptoms get worse after taking aspirin since this has to do with my pulse. Symptoms also get worse after taking sedatives, itīs like the waves get bigger. This didnīt start after any trip, so I donīt know about mal de debarquement. Besides, Iīm not satisfied with mal de debarquement as an explanation for anything, there has to be something behind it.
Iīve become totally isolated and canīt do anything anymore. Canīt go to work, canīt meet people, canīt go to the gym. I feel so spaced out and empty. This disorder takes most of my concentration and it feels difficult to do even simple things. I canīt remember anything anymore. This is terrible! Iīve never heard of anything quite like this, which makes me feel hopeless. If someone has, please help.

