hey all

its been awhile since i was on this board sorry life has been mad and work well kinda took over eveything so i would not have to think about all the stuff that is wrong in my life.

im very over weight and i need help i feel so alone with this problem and scared of what will happen if i dont sort it right now but i dont know what to do or where to start im so ashammed and im so sick of being bubbley and happy all the time so then people then focus on the thing that i hate the most my weight. They might not even foucs on it, its just me i worry about everything and i try to forget about it or hide from the world in some ways that i fade away

im just so down about it at the moment and its all i can think of and what to do sorry for going on just feel down and so alone

thanks for reading :bouncing:

fizz