well see lately i have noticed that i find most meats disgusting. idk why. i use to love meat. i still eat it sometimes, im not trying to become a vegetarian at all. i think it might have to do with my a.d.d. medicine "concerta.", i remember reading somewhere that it might cause a form of anorexia like this, but i cant find it anymore (what i read). when i look at steak, it reminds me of a goat brain i disected in anatomy class, and so you can imagine how i feel when i eat it. <removed> why am i feeling this way?