To leave out as many disgusting details as possible recently when I've gone to the bathroom I've had just a little something left hanging from my anus that wouldn't fall without a moderate amount of pushing, I could wipe it but I found it pretty disgusting.

So today the same thing happened and I guess I spontaneously purged better judgement from my mind and sat there for upwards of an hour pushing quite hard. In the end I was sure I felt something there but after everything no turd came out.

At the end of it all I became quite paranoid, could I have moved something not meant to be moved by pushing so hard, could that thing I felt have been something else in my body? I can sit down fine, but I do feel kind of sick in the abdomen.