It's been awful, I was on and off the phone with the urgent care nurses for like an hour this morning nobody seemed to know what to do. I called my psy office which is at a hospital and found out there was no psychiatrist on call! There should always be one. I was flipping out then another urgent car nurse called and said that in fact there was, it was my own psychiatrist and she got my message...a message that ended in my crying so hard begging for help.... she never called back . I had nightmares last night, yesterday morning severe anxiety on things I had to do this weekend. I thought I was hallucinating, being in my own house with the people I love felt like I was really in hell, everything was a dark fog, that ended though. I couldn't stop crying but the physical symptoms have been worse..somewhat subsiding but I am not 100%. I still have nausea on and off dizzy, chills, sweats, no appetite, vaginal bleeding (I just ended my period but now it's coming back like old brown blood) I have diarrhea too . My mother wont let me drive. We went to the pharmacy earlier and they gave me over the counter meds to help, it wrks for like motion sickness. I've been weened off the meds, I've originally been on 3 pills of Paxil 60 mg (20 mg each), and each week on a Wed night my doc was having me take 1 pill less. I took my last one Tues night. It started out as headaches at the very beginning but I thought it was from the weather. How much more of this do I have to take????? I have my God-son's Baptism tomorrow...... I CANNOT MISS!