hi there after much reading up on this disorder, i really do feel that this is me!
well not me but this i think makes sense, i have been in and out of hospital for roughly 5 years now, after suffering with post partum pshiotic depression just after the birth of my daughter. :(but after a while was getting different medical opinons some said possibilly bpd with phscosis others saw me as depresstion with pshiotic tendences ie was hearing voices and paranoid ect i have a appointment to review my meds soon. some of my friends and [i do also] believe i have mixed bipolar dissorder! because im very hyper alot and try to sort everything in my life out all at the same time! then everything is so rushed in my head that i keep it up and really mean to do the best so much energy then when im depressed and feel isolated and stop doing all and go back to where i started also dont sleep well and sometimes i forget to eat or just dont feel hungry at all up and down all the time would be greatfull for your feedback!!!!:):(:D sorry about spelling english gramma is not a strong point of mind!!

I can relate...... you sound so much like me, other than having a new birth of a baby & what follows after the birth, I am way beyond that aspect in life, I am a grandmother of 5 grandkids, lol it is as though you are on a roller coaster ride

I sure do hope you find the right meds, it is a long process, but you seem to have a good attitude, keep up the good works,

For one you are on the board with caring people is a plus, great for your support...

Keep us posted my best to you...

LovingMeOK