Matty
10-16-2003, 05:47 PM
Ok, I am messed up and I need help... I don't even know where to start...
My brain is scrambled... I was on Accutane before and was heavy into street drugs at the same time -- and I came off both with a series of impacting problems in my life compounding... and in the past six months doctor's have said I'm clinically depressed. Two weeks ago I went on Wellbutrin...
And on this day I am so crazy I can't even type 10% of the things on my mind. I just went to the psychiatrist, told her about an episode I had at a bus station a week ago where I lost it on this guy... and she's going to see me tomorrow, however since I left that meeting with her it feels like my mind is racing way too fast, I was so angry on my way home, I realized I had to get home fast or I was going to hurt somebody physically on the way home. I can't focus, my mind is messed and I don't know what is going on but I'm angry as ****. Nothing matters right now, and I feel like I have to calm down but I can't.... every person I look at I am so angry, moving very fast... I left the meeting with the psych shaking, and I was shaking at the bus terminal when I had that run-in with the dude. I feel very unstable, like I want to shout...
Can anyone suggest anything? Am I going manic? Am I a Schiz? Is this bipolar? I don't understand what is wrong with me and I need help...
Please any suggestions would be awesome...
My brain is scrambled... I was on Accutane before and was heavy into street drugs at the same time -- and I came off both with a series of impacting problems in my life compounding... and in the past six months doctor's have said I'm clinically depressed. Two weeks ago I went on Wellbutrin...
And on this day I am so crazy I can't even type 10% of the things on my mind. I just went to the psychiatrist, told her about an episode I had at a bus station a week ago where I lost it on this guy... and she's going to see me tomorrow, however since I left that meeting with her it feels like my mind is racing way too fast, I was so angry on my way home, I realized I had to get home fast or I was going to hurt somebody physically on the way home. I can't focus, my mind is messed and I don't know what is going on but I'm angry as ****. Nothing matters right now, and I feel like I have to calm down but I can't.... every person I look at I am so angry, moving very fast... I left the meeting with the psych shaking, and I was shaking at the bus terminal when I had that run-in with the dude. I feel very unstable, like I want to shout...
Can anyone suggest anything? Am I going manic? Am I a Schiz? Is this bipolar? I don't understand what is wrong with me and I need help...
Please any suggestions would be awesome...
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CrazyChic211
10-16-2003, 09:14 PM
Been there done that... About a year ago i was having these same syptoms. Just angry at the world but i was also getting into a lot of heavy drugs at that time too. I talk to a doctor and they found out i had a chemical imbalance from the drugs and i had anxiety. They put me on a pill called celexa and every since then ive been normal
rubindj
10-17-2003, 12:40 AM
Have you told your pdoc about the mind racing and anger? We can't make a diagnosis, but these are fairly important things to mention.
You might want to print out this thread and take it with you to the appointment.
You might want to print out this thread and take it with you to the appointment.