grizzk62
05-20-2003, 09:36 AM
Hey everyone,
I just thought that I would tell you all that Autumn Angel is going thru a very rough time w/a personal tragedy that happened to her .I want to asked to keep her in your prayers. She is ok physically.Just something bad happened and will need your support. I will let her tell ya. about it.
Matt
I just thought that I would tell you all that Autumn Angel is going thru a very rough time w/a personal tragedy that happened to her .I want to asked to keep her in your prayers. She is ok physically.Just something bad happened and will need your support. I will let her tell ya. about it.
Matt
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mokita
05-20-2003, 09:58 AM
HI Matt... so sorry about Autumn having hard time... will say prayer for her for strength! :angel:
Karen
Karen
zoeyanth
05-20-2003, 11:13 AM
hey grizz and Autumn,
just wanted to say that since i have been here on these boards whenever i have a question she is there, and i see her there for so many others. i see so many positive thougts and comments about her being made here in a few forums. with someone that puts so much into helping everyone i hope and pray that she wil come out of this ok.
just wanted to say that since i have been here on these boards whenever i have a question she is there, and i see her there for so many others. i see so many positive thougts and comments about her being made here in a few forums. with someone that puts so much into helping everyone i hope and pray that she wil come out of this ok.
Autumn Angel
05-20-2003, 02:35 PM
Matt you are a darling thank you so much for being here for me :)
To my other friends here that have been so kind I will tell you brief as I can about my loss of my bestfriend the most wonderful courageous man I know.
I met Steve 2 years ago March 5th 2001 online at a brokenhearts msn community I was an assistant manager at which I am now manager. He had just gotten out of a bad relationship and the rest is history for the last 2 years we have spoken daily online or by phone. We have met in person about 10 times and he stayed for weeks at a time at my house as he was from Henderson NY and I am from Niagara Ont. Canada. My Steve had a heart condition called Dialated Cardiomyapathy. He was diagnosed in 96. He had 4 strokes the last one being Feb 2002 at that time they put in a difibulator ( mini pacemaker ) that was supposed to fire if his beats got irratic and get the heart back to normail rythym. He was on a transplant list at Strong Memorial Hospital in Rochester NY. We actually had an appt there in less than a month for an update on his progress which was great actually he had lost 30lbs like he was supposed to..he had all his teeth pulled as he was supposed to and was getting his dentures this week. Well this week never came for him..After informing his mother he felt a little strange Friday morning he told her if he still felt like that Saturday he would go to Er. He had a heart attack in his sleep Saturday May 17th and it killed him. :( I just cant handle this...I slept 2 hours last night and I try not to think which is immpossible and when I think I cry. So please bear with me if I dont answer alot of posting for a little while. His funeral is today and his mother is calling me tonight because she said there are a few things I might want to have. One thing that gives me comfort is he knows I loved him. We ended every conversation with those 3 words because we never knew how much time he had. The docs told him the heart he had with the meds he was on would last him around 3 years and the transplanted heart 10 plus years. But he never got that far. So please can everyone that reads this say a small prayer for him. We talked about death so many times and though he didnt want to die he was at peace if it happend. Thank you all for reading..I will be here when I can and keep you updated through Matt if I cant myself. God Bless you all.
Luv Autumn.
Rest in Peace my Darling Friend.
Steven Souva...Feb--1956 - May 2003
To my other friends here that have been so kind I will tell you brief as I can about my loss of my bestfriend the most wonderful courageous man I know.
I met Steve 2 years ago March 5th 2001 online at a brokenhearts msn community I was an assistant manager at which I am now manager. He had just gotten out of a bad relationship and the rest is history for the last 2 years we have spoken daily online or by phone. We have met in person about 10 times and he stayed for weeks at a time at my house as he was from Henderson NY and I am from Niagara Ont. Canada. My Steve had a heart condition called Dialated Cardiomyapathy. He was diagnosed in 96. He had 4 strokes the last one being Feb 2002 at that time they put in a difibulator ( mini pacemaker ) that was supposed to fire if his beats got irratic and get the heart back to normail rythym. He was on a transplant list at Strong Memorial Hospital in Rochester NY. We actually had an appt there in less than a month for an update on his progress which was great actually he had lost 30lbs like he was supposed to..he had all his teeth pulled as he was supposed to and was getting his dentures this week. Well this week never came for him..After informing his mother he felt a little strange Friday morning he told her if he still felt like that Saturday he would go to Er. He had a heart attack in his sleep Saturday May 17th and it killed him. :( I just cant handle this...I slept 2 hours last night and I try not to think which is immpossible and when I think I cry. So please bear with me if I dont answer alot of posting for a little while. His funeral is today and his mother is calling me tonight because she said there are a few things I might want to have. One thing that gives me comfort is he knows I loved him. We ended every conversation with those 3 words because we never knew how much time he had. The docs told him the heart he had with the meds he was on would last him around 3 years and the transplanted heart 10 plus years. But he never got that far. So please can everyone that reads this say a small prayer for him. We talked about death so many times and though he didnt want to die he was at peace if it happend. Thank you all for reading..I will be here when I can and keep you updated through Matt if I cant myself. God Bless you all.
Luv Autumn.
Rest in Peace my Darling Friend.
Steven Souva...Feb--1956 - May 2003
Soxy
05-20-2003, 02:49 PM
Dear Autuum Angel, how sad and sorry I am for your loss. My heart goes out to you and I will keep you in my prayers. I have read your postings and you seem so kind. Your name seems to fit you. Now you have your very own angel to watch out for you - Steven.
Soxy
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Believe in Miracles!!
Soxy
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Believe in Miracles!!
grizzk62
05-20-2003, 08:22 PM
My dear fiend ,
How can I say how sorry I feel for. But always now how much I care about you. You have become a very important part of my life now. I hope that by posting this here and on the recovery board that I breeched and confidence. I just thought that you need to hear how much people luv and care about you.
Again if there is anything I can do for you I would do it in a heart beat. You know how to reach me and when you are ready I will certainly be there for you. Again You will be in my thougts always. You have been on my mind all day long.
Luv,
Matt
How can I say how sorry I feel for. But always now how much I care about you. You have become a very important part of my life now. I hope that by posting this here and on the recovery board that I breeched and confidence. I just thought that you need to hear how much people luv and care about you.
Again if there is anything I can do for you I would do it in a heart beat. You know how to reach me and when you are ready I will certainly be there for you. Again You will be in my thougts always. You have been on my mind all day long.
Luv,
Matt
Autumn Angel
05-20-2003, 11:14 PM
Thank you so much Soxy...Steve was my Angel in life as well. He was the most wonderful man, kind and loving always put others before himself even with his illness he still did what he could to help others. I miss him so much but as you say he is my Angel and will always be with me.
Matt...your a darling my friend you have been so supportive and kind and I know for a fact Steve is happy we met I see alot of him in your personality. Talk to you in a bit. God bless.
Luv
Autumn
Matt...your a darling my friend you have been so supportive and kind and I know for a fact Steve is happy we met I see alot of him in your personality. Talk to you in a bit. God bless.
Luv
Autumn
mokita
05-21-2003, 07:59 AM
Autumn.... my heart goes out to you at this very difficult time. You take care of yourself... because I am sure, from what you've said about Steve, that he would not want you to get run down and be worse off yourself. So, grieve in your own time... but, eat even if you don't feel like it and sleep when you KNOW you have to, even tho' you will wake up with the loss... your life is obviously so much richer because of this wonderful man. Please honor him by being the strong wonderful woman that you obviously are!
I will be thinking of you and Steve and his family today.
Post when you can.... reach out when you need to.
Karen
I will be thinking of you and Steve and his family today.
Post when you can.... reach out when you need to.
Karen
chriztene
05-23-2003, 06:16 AM
Autumn,
I am sorry so for your loss....Some people come into our life and we are forever changed by their presence and friendship..
My thoughts are with you during this difficult time,
Chriztene
I am sorry so for your loss....Some people come into our life and we are forever changed by their presence and friendship..
My thoughts are with you during this difficult time,
Chriztene
Manyprobs
05-23-2003, 12:51 PM
Autum, as you know I am new here, but my heart aches for you and your loss.
I am so sorry.
I am so sorry.